darkangelazrael

This is where I live
You cannot lift me from this
You will try and fail
Take it upon yourself to save me
And become a new tenant in this jail
I'm a lost cause, a pile of shit
Cold, Worthless and unfit.......
For your love
So, you're going to be my angel
My saving grace?
Will you show my heart the light,
Lift me from this place?
Discover for yourself
This is impossible for you to do
I will wither your heart!
I will destroy you!
I've wandered alone so long
I can't tell you how this fear did fester
It took on a life of it's own
And turned me into it's jester
A cold, dark place is where you tread
As pernicious, piercing, Wounds of words
Drop form my tongue like lead.
You see how truly simple it is for me
I hardly notice what I do.
This is not where you've longed to be
And now you have made me hunger for you
I won't stop chasing you now
And you will always come back for more
You'll continue to beg for my cruelty
Play the part of my whore.
There's no turning back from this
Once set in motion it is so much more than a drug
Something you'll begin to long for
While trying to sweep it under the rug.
Can't you see this is the same dark place I came to so very long ago
A place that holds you forever
A place I begged you not to go
I was speaking the truth when I warned you
I know what I've done is a crime.
I've taken something so beautiful
And ruined it for all time............

NewRotic Records 2007

This one is hard for me to read but is definitely one of my favorites. Let me know what you think everyone!