darkangelazrael

{it's too painful to think}

It's too painful to think
Too difficult to know
That I could never touch you
But can't you stay a little longer
Or is it just too much to ask you to

From the moment we spoke this was felt
Upon my soul it leaves a weeping welt

And I can't bleed it out......bleed it out of me
Leach this fever that burns so deep
Barely treading water at the center of the sea
Can't you see! Oh can't you see!!

It's not that you're blind
It's the fact that I am invisible
Yet my love and hate for this
Is in no way divisible

Fuck!!
Can't you kill this need inside of me
It crushes me relentlessly
My bones turn to meal
It's hard for these wounds to heal
Because I keep tearing at them

I know Love's death is borne with it's conception
And sadly enough, confined to perception
But does that mean that you should not pursue
The instincts that drive from inside of you?

This compulsiveness is masochistic at best
But I cannot put this behavior to rest

I can't bleed it out......bleed it out of me
Being consumed by this bottomless sea
Can't you see! Oh God can't you see..............!!
Me.
NewRotic Records 2008

Apparently not.