darkangelazrael

Hello there everyone!! Hope you are all doing very well! So yeah, I got my A+ certification. Going for the networking+ and apple certs next. I saw Sara the other day. Gave her the new mix I made for her. I have a serious question to ask. OK, I had not seen Sara for around at least 2 months when I saw her last. She gave me a huge hug and commented on how I still smell as she remembers and proceeded to hang all over me for the next two hours. Said she missed me very much and that My hair makes her happy. I have no idea what the hair comment means. I hate my hair. It's a huge FRO really. I felt such a gravitational pull between us when I saw her this last time, The same gravity I feel everytime we are together, and I know there is some sort of attraction on both our parts. SO WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON!!!!!??? Why the hell did she get herself a new boyfriend? And Why wasn't that boyfriend ME!!!? It's killing me. Please someone tell me I am not crazy and making all this up in my head or heart!! I am ever so clueless when it comes to this stuff. I have had nothing but serious relationships since I was 13. none of them lasting less than a year. I've only had 2 one night stands ever in my life. Women just throw me off kilter and it's not that THAT sensation is bad, it's just that I need to make sense of this with Sara. Because I have NEVER felt such a love like this before. Like My love for her was born with me, and was waiting for her my whole life. dang that is sad sappy shit isn't it!? ok anyhow, here is Sara's song I wrote for her when I met her. Let me know what you think people!!!!!


Languish

Well I know who you're with tonight
And I pray that he's only a friend
Cause I'm left in the dark and I....
I can't see the light at the end

Oh you know how I feel
Yes I know that it's real
I'm left writhing in anguish

I don't know what you think
And I'm starting to sink
Will I ever escape this

I'd give up my last breath for you
Bleed out my heart for you
You need only ask me to!!!

I'd bring you the ocean one spoonfull at a time
If I thought it would please you at all!
You are the night sky to me....leaving me breathless
I can be nothing less than enthralled

Take everything from me
I give it up freely
It's the greatest yet only gift I can give

Please just accept it
Cause to bury it back
Is something I cannot relive

I have but this one heart
So don't destroy it or pick it apart
I can't change it however hard I might try

And I offer it to you
Every beat cries out for you
I'll rip it out of my own chest tonight!

Yes I know who you're with tonight
And I pray that my fears are all wrong
Cause the thought of him touching you might
Rend me to pieces like I belong

Since I've realized these feelings
Every moment has been an eternity
I want to scream out your name
Till the earth opens up and swallows me

Every second that passes it's churning again
I've created this prison to languish within
I hope to win you over before it's too late
Because without even this I will simply abate
I will............
SARA!!
SARA!!
SARA!!
SARA!!!
NewRotic Records 2006


There you go people! Hope you like it. Take care everyone and have a great week ok!!!?

Sincerely, Ron.