I have been trying to resurrect my dreams. Like so many of those that I love, I have put them in the ground. Held them to my heart, then gently put them down.
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at the park
I know you feel safe with where you're at
But I can show you so much more than that
It takes a risk to chance true happiness
I wouldn't let you feel anything less
So remember scream yes and jump from here
there is no need for you to fear
i would never let you hit the ground
always endeavor to keep...
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I know you feel safe with where you're at
But I can show you so much more than that
It takes a risk to chance true happiness
I wouldn't let you feel anything less
So remember scream yes and jump from here
there is no need for you to fear
i would never let you hit the ground
always endeavor to keep...
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lanei:
thanks!
mneylu:
Im so sorry to hear about your friend. I can't imagine what you must be feeling.. are you planning a special memorial?
I touch your cold cheek to mine
But this time I cannot warm you
Look into your beautiful eyes
But they're seeing right through me
I wish to hold you this way forever
You weren't lost or some kind of fuck up
You were my friend
That is something I thought could never end
Did it mean so little to you?
That you could throw...
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But this time I cannot warm you
Look into your beautiful eyes
But they're seeing right through me
I wish to hold you this way forever
You weren't lost or some kind of fuck up
You were my friend
That is something I thought could never end
Did it mean so little to you?
That you could throw...
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roryx:
dearest ron,
I am sorry to hear about your current situation. it definitely seems unfortunate .but remember that we can only play the cards dealt to us and no one plays them for us. your friend jessica made a choice, not one many deem the correct one but you cannot be blamed for her decision. forgive her for that decision so that you can start to heal and im sure her sister just isnt sure how to deal with her grief and so is placing the blame on you.
this is all of course without actual insight to the people involved etc, but sometimes its clearer that way. /hugs!
and by the way you may have me confused with someone else. i dont know anyone from Albuquerque and my boy doesnt have a sg account. but you seem nice.
with regards,
Rory
I am sorry to hear about your current situation. it definitely seems unfortunate .but remember that we can only play the cards dealt to us and no one plays them for us. your friend jessica made a choice, not one many deem the correct one but you cannot be blamed for her decision. forgive her for that decision so that you can start to heal and im sure her sister just isnt sure how to deal with her grief and so is placing the blame on you.
this is all of course without actual insight to the people involved etc, but sometimes its clearer that way. /hugs!
and by the way you may have me confused with someone else. i dont know anyone from Albuquerque and my boy doesnt have a sg account. but you seem nice.
with regards,
Rory
bangbangbarbie:
i found a lump in my breast. but the doctor said it is not cancerous and i will be ok.
Break-Build
How can I raise my chin and walk on
When everything about me is broken?
How could you get up and walk out of my life
With hardly a word spoken?
Everything I have done in this life
Has left me with less of myself
You should know, my life's an open book
If you would only take me off the shelf
And you...
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How can I raise my chin and walk on
When everything about me is broken?
How could you get up and walk out of my life
With hardly a word spoken?
Everything I have done in this life
Has left me with less of myself
You should know, my life's an open book
If you would only take me off the shelf
And you...
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m_3:
You know, its weird, cause that list you gave me of things that you do to make you feel better, I did like half of them last night! hah. I watched Empire Strikes Back, Made a new mix CD, I started reading James Pattersons 1st to die. And I was looking forward to driving to work Blasting.
I'm going to be very honest, its super nice to meet someone else that can honestly say listening to As I Lay Dying makes them feel better.
Everything you said really put a smile on my face, thank you!
I'm going to be very honest, its super nice to meet someone else that can honestly say listening to As I Lay Dying makes them feel better.
Everything you said really put a smile on my face, thank you!
"The Burning"
Why does it always have to be so dramatic?
Won't stop hitting me with all that is tragic
Piss me off all the while smiling
Always breaking apart while still reconciling
Slit your wrists and paint me red
Give up all hopes to a thirsty dread
But it's just a fight
It's just a fight
Can't we just fuck and say it's alright!?...
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Why does it always have to be so dramatic?
Won't stop hitting me with all that is tragic
Piss me off all the while smiling
Always breaking apart while still reconciling
Slit your wrists and paint me red
Give up all hopes to a thirsty dread
But it's just a fight
It's just a fight
Can't we just fuck and say it's alright!?...
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m_3:
ahahahaha oh thats a great story! Sounds like you made that little mormans day. I surprisingly haven't noticed anyone ever catch me giving, but I mostly stick to doing it at night. I really don't think that there is nothing better than road head. lol or sex in the car. Such a thrill. Funny story of my own, my ex and I spent about two hours parked on the side of a back road leading to the local middle school messing around and not a single car came by.. Then when we were done we finally parked in the parking lot of the middle school and decided to just talk. Next thing I know we are surrounded by three police cars and he is shirtless and I don't have any pants on! I cover my lap with his shirt and the cops come to the windows and thankfully didn't notice our lack of clothes but just what we are doing and then give us a hard time for being parked in a handicap spot and for me being out past curfew while underage. We told them we didnt realize it was handicap and how sorry we were that we were just talking. They told us to leave and ended up following us back to my house. lol we ended up going back to the same spot just cause the thrill of being caught was so great. 
archie:
Awe, thanks so much. very sweet.
Please tell me this is not love.
I certainly hope that what I feel is not the real thing.
There is no way for me to explain to you what we might have been.
To each other, for each other.
I got your letter finally.
The one you left on the windshield of my car.
It was down under the hood between the firewall and...
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I certainly hope that what I feel is not the real thing.
There is no way for me to explain to you what we might have been.
To each other, for each other.
I got your letter finally.
The one you left on the windshield of my car.
It was down under the hood between the firewall and...
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Languish
Well I know who you're with tonight
And I pray that he's only a friend
Cause I'm left in the dark and I....
I can't see the light at the end
Oh you know how I feel
Yes I know that it's real
I'm left writhing in anguish
I don't know what you think
And I'm starting to sink
Will I ever escape this...
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Well I know who you're with tonight
And I pray that he's only a friend
Cause I'm left in the dark and I....
I can't see the light at the end
Oh you know how I feel
Yes I know that it's real
I'm left writhing in anguish
I don't know what you think
And I'm starting to sink
Will I ever escape this...
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mneylu:
how did the music project work out?
bracket:
welll dear,im not leaving but i wont be realy active anymore,not that i was active in the past years to begin with but u know....i wont be shooting any more sets so it seems.
hope your weekend was fun!
take care love xoxo
hope your weekend was fun!
take care love xoxo
I touch your cold cheek to mine
But this time I cannot warm you
Look into your beautiful eyes
But they're seeing right through me
I wish to hold you this way forever
You weren't lost or some kind of fuck up
You were my friend
That is something I thought could never end
Did it mean so little to you?
That you could throw...
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But this time I cannot warm you
Look into your beautiful eyes
But they're seeing right through me
I wish to hold you this way forever
You weren't lost or some kind of fuck up
You were my friend
That is something I thought could never end
Did it mean so little to you?
That you could throw...
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keely:
Nice song.
Love or at least how i feel about it.
Love?
let me tell you about love.
it's very pure
and so unpredictable
it is the basis of all inspiration in our lives
love makes something as small as the brush of my hand against your face
mean everything in the world to me.
and it makes your happiness the only inspiration in my life.
love...
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Love?
let me tell you about love.
it's very pure
and so unpredictable
it is the basis of all inspiration in our lives
love makes something as small as the brush of my hand against your face
mean everything in the world to me.
and it makes your happiness the only inspiration in my life.
love...
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dinah:
It just makes me grind my teeth. There were so many people standing there and they didn't do a damn thing, just stood there and watched. *miffed*
But yes, there are some lovely people out here in the desert.
But yes, there are some lovely people out here in the desert.
godiva:
Love is a topic that cant be avoided but sometimes its not even on my mind like im immune to it or something. must be the anti depressants! i love my new puppy, my kitty, my bf (even though he is 2 yrs younger than me and can be extemly imature, I love my mommy, and my friend taryn who lives in madison.
but sometimes i wish i felt the way i didin high school when the butterflies were much more intense, anyways im gunna write a poem for you even though i dont really like poetry that much.
Diet pepsi is way better than coke
diet coke makes me choke
pour it in a glass on top ice
and in the summer its really nice
xoxo
Godiva
but sometimes i wish i felt the way i didin high school when the butterflies were much more intense, anyways im gunna write a poem for you even though i dont really like poetry that much.
Diet pepsi is way better than coke
diet coke makes me choke
pour it in a glass on top ice
and in the summer its really nice
xoxo
Godiva
Here I am. Not knowing what to say but needing to say something. Feeling alone. Got a call from someone I have been wanting to speak with for a long time. it came on the 31st of last month twice actually but i must have left my phone at home, so i did not get to speak with her. I can't bring myself to call...
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devilsreject:
what's worse, knowing the truth about her, or sitting there wondering what the truth is?
So, I have been kicking this thought around a while and it took commenting on the blog of someone dear for it to come to fruition. Pain is a wonderful gift. It lets you know the extent of something that has been done to you and to go oblivious to something like that would be so much worse. It also lets you know the worth...
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i hope you have a good time over there.