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"The moment lasts forever,
at least it does for me,
caught between what happened,
and what could never be..."

- Blackmore's Night, "The Road to Mandalay"

Happy New Year (tomorrow), folks! Raise a glass, suck a face, and enjoy.

Been a while.

I like the new job, for the most part*.

* I like the people, I like the company (they treat their employees well), and I like the policies.

However, as it is the end of the year, and because I'm so new, there isn't a lot of work for me to do. I never quite grokked the phrase, "bored to tears", but...
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Getting some warnings about my future employer from folks that have worked there. Interesting. My last day is tomorrow, then I walk on air until Monday.

Getting beaten around in my martial arts class. Not by other people per se, but rather by pushing my own limits and working on techniques that I haven't done much of. The bruises from these give me an odd...
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Change.

Change...is.

Everything is true.

Nothing is forbidden.

I gave my notice at work, today. On to other (hopefully better) things, at a new place. If nothing else, I won't be a contractor anymore (and I'll make better money).

Nervousness.

Resignation.

Why am I sad about leaving where I am now? It's a decent job. The boss is ok (most of the time). I like...
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NIN fucking rocks in concert.

What a weird day. I've been hyper all day, but it feels as though something's missing -- like I'm sort of watching the day go by, but without my mind being present in it. Still, I did my job interview this morning, and I think it went decently. Now, I wait.

Ye gods.

Sets from Linz, Cecilia, and Wendy.

Behold, for I walk in the dreamland of deliciously hot women. Hail, SG!

Restlessness. Thought, waiting at the back of my mind like a panther pacing in a cage. Watching...waiting for something to be done. Or doing something itself.

"This...is my wasted life."

Work. WoW. Martial arts. Occaisional socializing, occaisional dating. It feels like a waste, like I'm not doing anything with my life. But I enjoy it nonetheless.

&^%!@^!%$%$#!!!!

Being sick. SUCKS!

"But, it gets you a day off of work..."

I hate not going to work because I'm sick. Playing hookey, taking vacation, these are all fine with me. But because I might spread around a couple of bacterial nasties? That annoys me. Yes, I'm odd.