darcsaint

Getting some warnings about my future employer from folks that have worked there. Interesting. My last day is tomorrow, then I walk on air until Monday.

Getting beaten around in my martial arts class. Not by other people per se, but rather by pushing my own limits and working on techniques that I haven't done much of. The bruises from these give me an odd...
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Change.

Change...is.

Everything is true.

Nothing is forbidden.

I gave my notice at work, today. On to other (hopefully better) things, at a new place. If nothing else, I won't be a contractor anymore (and I'll make better money).

Nervousness.

Resignation.

Why am I sad about leaving where I am now? It's a decent job. The boss is ok (most of the time). I like...
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NIN fucking rocks in concert.

What a weird day. I've been hyper all day, but it feels as though something's missing -- like I'm sort of watching the day go by, but without my mind being present in it. Still, I did my job interview this morning, and I think it went decently. Now, I wait.

Ye gods.

Sets from Linz, Cecilia, and Wendy.

Behold, for I walk in the dreamland of deliciously hot women. Hail, SG!

Restlessness. Thought, waiting at the back of my mind like a panther pacing in a cage. Watching...waiting for something to be done. Or doing something itself.

"This...is my wasted life."

Work. WoW. Martial arts. Occaisional socializing, occaisional dating. It feels like a waste, like I'm not doing anything with my life. But I enjoy it nonetheless.

&^%!@^!%$%$#!!!!

Being sick. SUCKS!

"But, it gets you a day off of work..."

I hate not going to work because I'm sick. Playing hookey, taking vacation, these are all fine with me. But because I might spread around a couple of bacterial nasties? That annoys me. Yes, I'm odd.

Blast and buggery. Another birthday. Fortunately, this one's gone by with little enough notice.

p.s. I really am a pretentious sack of snot sometimes...I kinda liked the notice I did get.

Ye gods, almost a month since last update. Hasn't actually been much going on, to be honest.

My hermit period has been ended -- isolating oneself from the world is good, up to a certain point. After that point, it's a problem. The other thing is, being isolated fed my WoW addiction. Bad, mmkay?

Went to Otakon 2005 with some friends of mine from college....
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It's been a quiet week. Lots of reading, less WoW than normal, occaisional socialization. Being a hermit is very relaxing, sometimes.

Y'know, there's an irony in that last journal entry that I wouldn't have thought likely when I made it.

Tonight, I got laid. I got laid with a woman that I'd just talked to for less than an hour beforehand, and hadn't met in person (yes, I used a rubber. Duh.)

This is highly unusual for me for several reasons, not the least of which...
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