Monday Sep 15, 2008

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so i would really love to do another photoshoot for suicide girls...but every photographer i come across is way creepy lol who knows of any......lol i guess i can try and get a hold of my old photographer she was pretty chill...im getting more comfortable with photoshoots so lets see what i can come up woth.......
herebeadragon:
if your looking for a photographer I've been told I'm pretty good biggrin course theres nothing I can do about the creepy thing wink Hope you manage another set your first one was a good start.

Wednesday Aug 06, 2008

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just kidding about the whole girl on girl shoot.....im too busy with work trying to make money and shit to get a photoset up...and i cant find a photographer...maybe one day you will see some more of me..who knows smile
true_love:
What a near bloody tradgedy.
Funny how life takes over. Keep on pushing.

Monday May 05, 2008

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so i think i wanna do a girl on girl photoset smile
m_freeman87:
do it. keep us updated on when you'll get that ball rolling...
true_love:
Yeah. Your fisrt is a classic. Do another. DO DO DO smile

Tuesday Apr 22, 2008

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Well i havent been on this site in a while..i have actually been doing a lot of modeling i think im so ready for my next SG shoot...i def will go Pink! biggrin


that is if i get another photoshoot lol

Tuesday Apr 08, 2008

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Tuesday Mar 11, 2008

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Well we got the results from my moms surgery today......




and its Cancer......





its hard to stay positive but thats what i gotta do.
Its hard for me to understand completely whats going on...i dont get how there is no cure for it...i seem to think whats the point if there is no cure.....but if treatment prolong my moms life for then let it be.



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ary:
aww sorry to hear that! hope everything ends up great! hope you and your mum the best! smile <3 xx
lovebird:
frown I am so sorry.....Stay positive though....I am going through the same thing right now too....If you need someone to talk to, I am here, xoxoxox

Sunday Mar 09, 2008

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I wish i could truly feel happy. I mean at times i felt happiness...but i wanna know what its like to truly be happy...all i do is hide how i really feel with a fake smile.

My friends will tell you im the happiest person they know.....what can i say im a good actress.


i just wanna know what its like to really smile







































wow...
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noone03:
we all get a little emo sometimes. good luck w/ feeling something real. took me a while too.

Friday Mar 07, 2008

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well i just got back from the hospital. My mom is doing okay. But the doctor said its a 50 50 chance the cancer came back but we wont know anything till early next week. so wish us the best.
lovebird:
Oh sweetie, my heart goes out to you kiss I am going through a cancer situation with my dad right now too frown

Friday Mar 07, 2008

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so today is gonna be an intense day for me. My om goes into surgery...her cancer came back.



Wish her the best.



I have to stay at the hospital till late tonight and i have to be up at 3 am tomorrow for work


so wish me luck on surviving a long day at work lol




ill let everyone know how it goes.


Lets hope...
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Sunday Mar 02, 2008

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So i thought being an adult would be...well more fun...wow was i wrong... it kinda sucks not having parents to pay for anything anymore.

Well im getting by on thread...How fun!



NOT!



I wanna turn pink already...money would be nice lol






wink


gigondas:
It's like there's never a state or a moment that solves everything, eh.
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