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Well I got a text from the awesomely cute girl at work asking what my schedule looked like for next week and that she would love to see my art. I replied by saying that it looks like I'll be free Thursday or Friday and for her to let me know if one of those days would work for her. Shortly after I kicked myself thinking that she probably wanted to know what days I was working to see if I was working the inventory days. Which I am. She probably wanted me to bring in my sketchbook in so she could see some stuff. I dunno I am probably over thinking everything as normal. She hasn't replied yet and the texting happen yesterday so now I'm kinda like' shit I feel like a girl check my phone every ten seconds to see if I've got a text back.' But it was for next week so maybe she needs to see what her schedule looks like. Plus I asked my manager what she knew about her and she said that she thinks she has a boyfriend but isn't sure. So if she does or if she doesn't I still think she's pretty cool and would just like hang out with her. Anyways I feel I a major dork now and moving on.

I went to see my therapist today before going to work, this is a second meeting. We've decide that pain attacks a caused by the little voice in my head that won't shut the hell up and is always putting me down. Which I can is a totally true and I just need to get that little bastard to shut up.