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Don't take this the wrong way. Because there are pretty girls all around the world, but I've come to notice by surfing the internet mind you so my research in first person isn't is all but zero see I've never been there before. But it seem to me all the hella fine women live in Canada, OK not all because I meet a lot of fine ladies in my day. And the is the one chick at my work who has to be the prettiest woman I've ever seen in my life on the internet or in real life. But there seems to be a heck of a lot in Canada. What the hell's up with that. I'm going to have to get myself there one of these days a check this out for myself. Anyways I just thought I would share that with you guys.

Today I went to the movie theaters and saw Fantastic Mr. Fox. I was simply a great movie and I recommend everyone to go see it.

So I made an appointment with a head doctor to find out what the hell is wrong with me. I've get these panic attacks I guess you would call them where I being shaking uncontrollably, my heart is racing and I get lightheaded and shortness of breath when I'm around people I don't know, It's kind of random. I keep on thinking never negatively nothing like nothing is ever positive in my head the voices I mean. And when this doesn't happen when I'm around people it's like it's not me you know I'm outside my body looking down at everything it's weird. I end up shut myself off from everything and I don't know why. And I think is what causes me to drink and take pills because when I do I can be myself and the voice stop and I can talk to people with any problem and get alone with everyone without feeling like an outsider. I don't know anyways I go in on Monday so here's hoping that there is something they can do.