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I did try painting to clam myself last night but it didn't seem to work so well. I didn't fall asleep until the early morning. And once I did get to sleep I have a really crazy ass dreams. I don't remember how it started but my family and I where hang out with a group of people that we didn't know. I think it...
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So I need to email my therapist to make an appointment because my anxiety is totally out of control right now I'm shaking like crazy, my heart is racing and I don't know why. I would call her but that would just make things worse. I'm never been good on the phone I shake even harder and then my voice gets so shaky I can't...
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So I hope everyone that celebrated Christmas yesterday had a great day full of peace, love and all that good stuff. My day was very good. My anxiety seem to stay under control very well yesterday I was very calm and didn't even feel the need to pop any pills which was nice for a change. My family came over for a early dinner. Which...
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So in the mad rush of holiday shoppers you always get those totally awesome moments that just brighten up your day. One came yesterday when this lady who was shopping with her young daughter (probably six or seven years old). The lady was shopping for pants for her husband, she had gone through all the ones that were out on display and wanted to know...
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Sometimes I think Life would be simpler if I had super powers. Any one I don't care really just if I had one. I mean I understand how it would also make my life harder at times being so different from everyone else. But I enjoy being different. I would be so proud that I had powers. I wonder how I would use my powers...
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Add some pics of my art go check it out and tell me what you think. This is stuff I've done in classes here and there mainly quick studies an hour or so at the most the drawings are more like 10 mins

Went to my appointment. Yep. Started shaking when I was telling the Doctor why I was there. My heart racing and everything...
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People don't get me sometimes. My mind is always moving so fast I jump around in conversations or bring up the weirdest things. Like last night at work a co-worker said that she didn't get paid enough to be nice. She was talking about being nice to her co-workers and I knew this. So I said 'That's true, we don't get paid to be nice....
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My master plan to getting a date with Ellen Page

So I have this feel that if I ever met Ellen Page that we would hit it off great. Well if I don't get one of my panic attacks. She is absolutely a beautiful person and I would love to get to know her. I believe if I put it out there into the world...
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