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'Tis Gatsby wishing all my beloved beloveds the very best luck and prosperity in this coming New Year!!!


Dig the mastery of the English idiom eh?!?!

Oh what a crazy few months it's been my dear Readers and friends!
I've been terrfically too tipsy to actually type out any kind of update lately..
Do forgive that..
I'm much more interested in how all of you sublime Souls are doing anyways..
I post many more kind comments than I do journal entries.
Now that I'm calming my "passions" a pinch, I'll have more brainwaves available to write out my world..
I know some of you have been ever so patient since I've kept you in suspense 'bout the whole New Years Miracle matter.
Everytime I try to expalin I find I need to give even greater :"backstory", so I'm just gonna start at the beginning with my next journal update. okay?!
thanks for your patience my pretties!

I've been meaning to get back on the best "Path" possible..
My Shaolin Master has just about lost his own patience with me while I hit the high notes of hedonism and carnal corruption almost every night now.
It does NOT help my healing chi build within me.
I've pernicious chi energy instead and that's not what true gung-fu is meant for.
Lately, I've been a lover and a bit of a fighter more than a humble Warrior...I'm a bad student right now!
I've been Swandivin' off the decadent deep end these past several weeks...

I know I should update y'all on just what the Samhill has happened this past month and a half...
I shall soon my dears..
Just know I've had quite the eventful 2005already.

-My Hero, my dad, almost bought the farm just weeks ago...
he's much better now!
It was a very scary couple of emergency room episodes for us.
(Thank you profoundly for all the well wishes!)

-My Damnsel in Distress seemed to have lost the will to recover up until just a lil' while ago...
That story still unfolds and I just needed more time to devote to her well-being..
I didn't want to write her story just yet with such a sad, sad ending looming.
She's much healthier but still not done with the nightly nightmares she's been plagued with since the start of January.
(yeah, I know you're all still wonderin' what that was all about anyway-I'll explain I promise)

-My emcee duties for the Renegade Rollergirls has brought me more offers from other leagues in other states...
(I may be doing a tour soon even~!)


-The infamous "speakeasy" that I'm a trusted member of has started up again...all the "usual suspects" have emerged ready to tear it up.
Man! can my friends do the do and decadently so!
(Hence, I've not been to leep 'fore sunrise any weekend this year!)

-Oh yeah, some Hell's Angels mistook me for someone else this past weekend,
a bad man they had been sent out to "talk to"
I was blowin' off said steam with a certain Lady friend;
we were drinkin' whiskey at a dive with her fellow dancer dears...
this someone they thought I was, had been harassing one of my sweety's fellow dancers.
They zeroed in on me like the killer "Bulldogs" they are...
I knew I was a goner for sure when they grab you like they did!
They started dragging me into a "stall of death"
and I was about to fight the fight for my life right before she straightened the whole mess out,
made them feel REALLY guilty,
and had them apologize...TO ME!!! ha ha
(Now I have even more H.A. pals to back me up~YIKES!)

-speaking of sweeties....
Romance, randy rendevous, swoons & bit lips are the order of the day for lucky, lucky me lately!
Since all my recovering beloveds don't need me by their bedside as much -
I needed to "blow off steam in the worst way I guess-
I had a train station of steam to use up as always!
well, every night that I've gone out,
I've met or rekindled a new friendship/flirtation/fling it seems!
Not that my "dance card" was all that empty to begin with...




I guess all these experiences with Life, Death, rescue, emergency rooms, recovery and biker hitmen has really worked up the "Lust for Life" in me!

I hope you understand the mannered mania of my Mind right now- I still strive to be the kindest Soul I can be.
I've not gotten more than say 4 hours sleep yet this year..
No big suprise I know to any of you who know me!

Yet now is the New Year...
The Year of the Cock-proud, energetic, straightfoward-
time for rejuvenation,
for a sense of seeking the renewal I need..
I'm giving up most of my corruption...
the wine, whiskey...
well not the wistful women...
(I'm not stupid or superhuman ya know!!)
No more sodas or drunken consumption of fast ffod at dawn..
no more all night benders and near death brush ins with the "wrong crowd"

I need to get back into "kung fu" shape and Mindset soon..
I've talked with my old boxing trainer..
I start a regimen again next week..
I'm actually gonna try and get to sleep before sunrise again!

I'm doing the dreaded Liver cleanse followed by a Gallbladder
cleanse after that..
You know Chinese Spring cleaning...

Since I won't be out EVERY night into the hedonistic morn like I have been lately..
I can FINALLY keep this journal updated regularly..
I love SG and I hope to make a better connect with all y'all from here on out..
Some of you already understand that situations weren't looking as hopeful as they do now ..
Who wants a lotta sad news and anxious entrys from me anyways?!?!

So enjoy the New Year my dears..
I'll soon start adding Chinese healing wisdom that you can all follow along with..
'Till then be proud and confident like the Rooster in Chinese folklore..
Prosperity and praise shall soon follow!


~your Gatsby