The fog might lift at some point. I continue to have good days and bad days mentally, but never cosistantly have good days in a row.
Not sure what more I can do to ease what is going on inside my head, but I know at some point it is going to consume me to a point where I am not able to get back out of.
I did have one peaceful moment today laying on my kids'slide as a storm moved in...just watching the clouds roll across the sky...something I haven't done in 20 years.
And these goof troops:
blue_eyed_zombie:
I can relate. Some days are constant struggle. You wake up hoping today will be a good day and it usually doesn't turn out that way :/
danzig138:
Very true. I have tried to find a therapist to see if I can talk things through, but I am always fearful of how quick they are to medicate and then push you away to the next client.