At last...this past brutal week is finally over. Work is getting busy with the Thanksgiving holiday approaching, and my job, in particular, has been an utter nightmare. Christmas is comming...it's only going to get worse. 
Next week should even be worse: I'm only working 3 days, but because of that, I'm pretty much condemned to a holiday with my parents.
I haven't poked any more holes in my face, but it doesn't matter. My dad almost always seems to find something to pick an argument with me over. I don't mean to get involved in verbal fencing matches with him...but it always seems to happen anyways. I'll deal, somehow. I always do.
Anyways...despite my impending doom, I'm in pretty much high spirits. I had a bad bout earlier in the week, but it seems to have passed. I had even considered going back on my meds
. Screw it...as long as I'm thinking clearly and I'm not hearing voices telling me that I should do something crazy (like cut my hair, join a religious cult, or buy Britney Spears' new CD) I'll be alright.
Which reminds me: I used to take an anxiety medication (I forgot which one, there's been so many) with one of the potential side effects being anxiety!!! Maybe it's just me, but doesn't that seem a bit counter-productive?
...and they wonder why I won't take my meds.
Next week should even be worse: I'm only working 3 days, but because of that, I'm pretty much condemned to a holiday with my parents.
I haven't poked any more holes in my face, but it doesn't matter. My dad almost always seems to find something to pick an argument with me over. I don't mean to get involved in verbal fencing matches with him...but it always seems to happen anyways. I'll deal, somehow. I always do.
Anyways...despite my impending doom, I'm in pretty much high spirits. I had a bad bout earlier in the week, but it seems to have passed. I had even considered going back on my meds
. Screw it...as long as I'm thinking clearly and I'm not hearing voices telling me that I should do something crazy (like cut my hair, join a religious cult, or buy Britney Spears' new CD) I'll be alright.
Which reminds me: I used to take an anxiety medication (I forgot which one, there's been so many) with one of the potential side effects being anxiety!!! Maybe it's just me, but doesn't that seem a bit counter-productive?
...and they wonder why I won't take my meds.