This girl makes me so grateful for life. The time we shared together? The bond? Not like any i had before. My favorite thing in life was nurturing this girl. She is running with the angels now and i am glad. She deserves this. I haven’t put a dog down before. The 16 years of love this little doggie gave me? It gave me real purpose in life. Dogs will do that, they are awesome animals. After she died, and we were all wrecked, i thought “this is the world without titi in it. Can i survive it?” It was honestly hard to consider. She was my pacifier in life. Half my heart belonged to her. The only way to survive this? Is to learn how to nurture myself. And grow some of that heart back. I was dependent on her. For feeling good about myself. That unconditional love just makes you feel like you are worth it. I get this love from my wife too, and she is almost as wrecked as i am. But we’ll get better. And get a new dog for our son. He needs one. I will focus my love on baby bambina in the interim.
This pic was taken in the day, she had a seizure that night that made me end it. What a great friend i had and will always have❤️