dannosaur

I cannot conceptualize or express the hurt or sense of betrayal I feel when you associate with the very person that abandoned you the way you abandoned me. Fuck you is all I got. Fuck you.

Sometimes I'm Garey Busey.

Living in the Kansas City area again. Single again.
Older, more bitter.
...but alive. In many ways.
I may not live out my fantasies, but I sure as hell won't stop trying. I have my health, I have a support system of family that loves me here.

I just gotta get over this "I still hate everything and everyone anyway" hump.

I'm an azure-eyed fiend with a sporadic yen for capricious bouts of self sabotage.
If you're a good thing I'll give you every ounce of me until I crack and go on my internal rampage.
Love me if you dare.

Yep.