Today is a difficult day for me. Back in 1998 My best friend was killed in a hunting accident. So now every year since this accident i think about all of the things that he never got to do and all of the amazing and terrible things that he never will experience...and it sucks!! So much shit is running through my head. I wish there was something i could do to see him again or prevent it from happening. So much i want to talk to him about and ask him, I wonder what he would have been like if he hadn't been killed, or if we would still be close friends? It really drives me nuts sometimes!!! Life is so wonderful sometimes and others its a complete shit show ya know???
I know I'm just rambling on right now but i needed to clear my head...As far as i know he enjoyed his short life, he had (has) a great family whom i am still close with, and friends that loved him. Seventeen years old is too young for anyone to pass on but, when it happened it changed my life, and i think for the better. I learned at a very young age to appreciate life for what it is and not to take anything for granted. Because you truly never do know when your time is up...So....that's whats on my mind.
I know I'm just rambling on right now but i needed to clear my head...As far as i know he enjoyed his short life, he had (has) a great family whom i am still close with, and friends that loved him. Seventeen years old is too young for anyone to pass on but, when it happened it changed my life, and i think for the better. I learned at a very young age to appreciate life for what it is and not to take anything for granted. Because you truly never do know when your time is up...So....that's whats on my mind.