I have come to the conclusion that wanting something that you know you're
not in the right space to have really sucks. Hurting people that you really love
sucks. Not being able to tell them you love them sucks. Wanting nothing to do
with the outside world because your head is so screwed up sucks. Feeling like
you can't control the future sucks. Having your family be pissed off at you all the
time sucks. Neglecting friends because of your own selfishness sucks. But most of all,
I really suck right now. Bleh.
not in the right space to have really sucks. Hurting people that you really love
sucks. Not being able to tell them you love them sucks. Wanting nothing to do
with the outside world because your head is so screwed up sucks. Feeling like
you can't control the future sucks. Having your family be pissed off at you all the
time sucks. Neglecting friends because of your own selfishness sucks. But most of all,
I really suck right now. Bleh.
mellon:
Rest assured, your fans still love you. Don't be too hard on yourself.