daniellejolie

I'm not myself anymore. I miss Having intellectual conversations. I miss enjoying people's company. I miss art. I miss having friends who view the world in realistic way without loosing their ideals, and optimism. Most of all i long for people who aren't obsessed with trivial shit.

Heh, i'm making it about other people but i'm really longing for a reconnection with myself. I want the old me back. That wide eyed girl who was gonna take on the world and make it what she wanted. I miss being loved and supported. It took me the past few years to realize that your life is very much affected by the people you surround yourself with. I need a change, and i need it fast.

I don't believe in god.... or rather i'm not religious... but right now the change that i wanna make takes strength that i've never tapped into before! I need that extra.. that bit that people pray for .. i need that what ever it is .....because if things don't change I'll hate myself forever. Live isn't worth living if u fucking hate yourself it really isn't.

I need to reclaim my life!

Heh since I'm the queen of switching the mood with a video clip ... this one made me giggle like a middle schooler