dani_0

Been feeling really depressed lately and dont know why. I noticed it happens primarily when i listen to old music I was fascinated with in HIgh School i.e. Joy Division, Alice in Chains, Bjork, Radiohead (MAJOR CULPRIT)...man I hope this passes soon because its getting quite old.

Thinking about going home for the holidays to visit my momma and friends, I have 3 older sisters but I dont miss them as much as my momma and friends, sounds very shallow now that I think about it.

The three of them took good care of me while my mother worked and worked they changed my diapers, cooked my breakfast, lunch and dinner. Protected me from the neighborhood bully (TWICE!) and helped me get over my break-ups and much, much more. But I don't miss them...

I would much rather travel around Japan, visit cool bars, museums, parks, etc. But i did the mistake of telling my family that I would be home for the holidays, late december time, so my momma took the liberty of taking 2 weeks off from work in december. I dont think I'll be going home ....I feel like a major dick.

well, this is the end of my first blog!

-Dani