Have you ever felt like you're watching the whole world collapse around you? Not in an emo-finding-any-excuse-to-be-sad way, but in an honest, examining the things going on and wondering how it got so bad kind of way. I've always had this theory that being the best you can be every day is enough to satisfy the world, and I think I am now being called on by the world to step up and make some bigger commitments. I feel like I need to get my ass back in school, like I need to start writing music again. Something more than what I have been up to which hasn't been a lot.
I had this thought that as uninteresting of a prospect as it it so employers, going to school for something which is needed everywhere, and traveling around the country, and possibly the world doing that job. Maybe moving every couple of years. I've kind of got this restless thing developing where I just don't want to be in the same place for too long anymore. Maybe that's why I like the idea of doing music so much. Touring just seems like a good way to get that out of my system. So much to contemplate.
"When you get happy, you run the risk of becoming complacent." -Trent Reznor
I had this thought that as uninteresting of a prospect as it it so employers, going to school for something which is needed everywhere, and traveling around the country, and possibly the world doing that job. Maybe moving every couple of years. I've kind of got this restless thing developing where I just don't want to be in the same place for too long anymore. Maybe that's why I like the idea of doing music so much. Touring just seems like a good way to get that out of my system. So much to contemplate.
"When you get happy, you run the risk of becoming complacent." -Trent Reznor