dane_valek

My heart raced. Had I really come that close to making the same mistakes again. Mistakes that almost drove me mad before seemed to be happening again in some twisted deja vu. I found it odd how when you experience the same type of anxiety as you have been through before, you flash back to who and where you were when it happened before. It almost drags you back to who you were at that time. I noticed that some of my thoughts become irrational, and rushed. Precisely how they were years ago. Even though I had evolved between the two instances, I felt the past making my decisions for me. I was losing control. I didn't like to lose conrol. I still don't.