dane_valek

Today bodes as the first day of the anti-smoking ban here in Arizona. As a smoker this upsets me because now I can not smoke in places like bars or other places where smoking is commonplace. As a person this upsets me because of the inherent problems within banning a social activity, and a personal choice. I feel like we as a society are only...
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Hopefully my new piece of equipment will show up within the next few weeks. I would really love to see it, hold it, touch it, feel it. Play With it. (Wow, the double entendres are thick tonight)

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Initiating boot sequence.
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Boot SEquence Completed.


System running 100% power.

I'm finding out exactly who I am.

I thought I had myself down, but I'm still learning.



All of our trials make us examine ourselves, but the ones we can work through make us stronger. The ones we can not work through require us to build up the strength to work through them.



A very admirable thing for the human race to be able to...
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Tragedy has led me here.

A place I have longed for

now i am here


and the whole had to be shattered to pieces before I could open the door

All this confusion.


Must break the cycle.


Must be free.


Take this weight off my back, and let me get up.

Falling back between the lines. The lines aren't even there, but I am placing them up. If I don't construct a path to walk along in this situation, I will stray into things I want no part of (right now)

I have found some sort of peace in what was once torment. As doors closed around me, I found that I could fit through the air ducts. Now, I find my way out into the light feeling remorse only for the fact that I was so blind to the things around me. The answers were there all along, but some force kept me willing to...
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Is there only sorrow? Is there no joyous recourse, or is it that you never talk about the good times, expecting everyone else to jump when you suddenly lose it all?

The taste of what lies ahead is bitter in my mouth. Old options have opened their doors again, and options I have not explored are looking at me with wanton eyes. I am confused. I am left to weigh my options like a leader on the verge of war. My choice could lead to bliss, or to ruin. How does anyone cope with this choice?...
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I am lacking the answers i need.
Searching for words ill never hear.

I absolutely love weekends in which I can sit around and play video games for hours upon end. I love it even more when I don't have any obligations that stop me from playing. Nothing like waking up and turning on the video games.