danatindiego

an eye opening feeling and much, much more.

so I've been taking total pity on myself for about two weeks now. well today I think something really opened my eyes.

I went down to my mom's house to pick up some mail thatwas sent to her on accident and I met my little brother's friend Ian. (I have a 10 yr old brother...little known fact) Well the sad and eye opening part is Ian has leukemia (spelling is for the birds) he's been battling it for several years.

How the fuck do I deserve to bitch about my girlfriend dumping me when this kid stands the chance of never having a first kiss, a girlfriend / boyfriend or someone he truly loves?

seriously my problems are not that bad. Yeah everyone gets down from time to time and thinks, is my life really worth it? But fucking shit i have so much shit going for me I can't let this little bump in the road slow me down.

I think that put everything into perspective. I love a lot of people and many of them feel the same way for me. That is so fucking uplifting in itself that it almost makes me forget about the whole "I hate relationships, girls, life, etc" stance that I have had.

time to be happy... and I am really excited about it. I am also excited about T acting as my personal welcoming committee on here. I always said I would never join but it's not so bad after all.

xoxox