damonhugh

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so in these dreams of mine...my words erupt with perfection....there is no...um i didnt catch that.....and now awake and demented...sick with feeling sick......so many times im sure these letters are the ones that fit so well here......f.....u....c.....k......surgical with that word use it like a tool of knowledge...its taught me and others so much bout this waking life.........fuck it go head cut me off ill get my fix else where no use for your helping hand...ill go out standing........goddam is that you in my dreams or what ive made you into.....so dont hold back on this one...hands full ..bottle in my right heart in my left...dont cry i cant embrace you now....fuck there it i..s words of the last time words for the frist time ...circles running round what was known...have to say that shit was easy when i was 16.....break up the picture in your head ...now hes a little taller she isnt as thick...perfect......live inside that head of yours kid you're safe........
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aaaaa just fingered your sister and im late ....damm is that how it works in your backwards seeing mind thats cool...but i cant get with that..so all the times you try and put that shit down aaa fuck you looking like a clown ...you cant stop the rock talk.....you cant stop the rock talk........ the rock dont know anything but love...cursed lungs of regert you fool......and yes ive been called a stick up artist .......aaaaa shit forgot my gun.....what the fuck turn it around into something fun...pocket knife to your neck ...so what do we do here aaaa fuck sure could use a hit...um got to get a grip got to make sure i dont fucking slip....hold it hold it hold it now old school b boys come kicking in my head and with that its lights out
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so she left you for the rock that sweet crack ..relive the times of old caught in her wet spot...could of told you kid...one on the way and your soul is a drift...ive got my own demons knocking at my door..do you recall the hours of jawbreaker i do... dude check it listen to the words ...damm wish i would of never opened my mind ....flooded with words of regert, pain ,lost love shit bro cheer the fuck up it was just really good head,so you have decided to put the sex addiction down along with the bottle no more porn or booze....for what ungodly reson do you think crack is a ok tool to have at the detox crib....o i see hepls you with the nightmares perhaps you are the nightmare ....and this has all been a bad dream..go head close em tighter yes tighter close your eyes to the fear present within us all im sure you fuck make it fuck something can wish it away...my bad were you eating that...

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sing for me one last time you vision of um how do i put this you vision of regert...i would of never told you how i get down if i had known you would never let go....so when i fall apart on you again dont be shocked i told you from the get that i was missing a few pieces....and all i wanted was to watch you in the early morn...i love your stank breath its why i fell in love with you..so please wait to brush your teath till after our early morn romp...its always been better with a little stink on it
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~aaa why it always got to be bout the rock..why dont you say tree or something~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

aaaaa for all those sactown kids fighting the fight of the plain...AAAAA STAY OUT KIDS ...OAK PARK AINT FOR WHITE BOYS...but fuck it im a risk taker.....midnight life taker...crusty heights porno maker....and maybe when ive had enough of the drive by yellings and harsh word slayings ..ill pull out..ON YOUR FACE OR FAVE SHIRT ...YOUR CALL BITCH...set up shop in fair oakes slinging Ps for double there cost not that i know those tricks im just another get mine kind of dick......triping to the late night sounds of the b-boys heard on ever street from san jaun all the way up to criby getting mother fucking dirty .....and so when u see me boy out the window throwing his guts up to the streets of sunrise dont thing twice i got the wheel....damm 94 was a good year think we was the only kids with that purple and with the sticky brown rock i mean tree..trees should be free ...goddam got to stop dreaming right that wasnt me must of been chuck