The battle rages inside my head
Hope v.s Disapointment
Stress v.s Excitement
Duking it out and there is no winner yet, but I'm rooting for the good.
I USED to work at the local humane society and I put emphasis on USED because I recently lost my job. I found out last Thursday that this past Sunday would be my last day. It broke my heart and its still in pieces.
I worked at the humane society for a year and a half, it was dirty work and only there on your first day of work would you say "Alright who peed on the envelopes?!?!" I am an animal lover and I really truly from the depths of my heart loved my dirty and disgusting job because the amount on unconditional love that I recieved from those animals could never be showed to me as equally in my relationships with others. They love without prejudice, or judgement. I loved every single one of those animals despite the clawing, biting or poo flinging that I would encounter. The humane society let me go, along with several other employees because we do not have the appropriate funds to stay open. We are in the process of closing and are searching desperately for homes for our adoptable animals and looking for fosters for the animals we still need to work with. For those animals who are not adopted some shelters will take some in but most of the shelters in the area are similar to us, low funds so the amount of space they have available is limited and I fear our last resort for the animals left without somewhere to go...
With all that being said I am heartbroken and I'm fighting off this depression that is threatening to suck me in. I have no other source of income now and I'm moving for college in 2 months, stressful financial times and its going to be VERY rough the next few months...I only hope that I can keep afloat while simultaneously keeping my head up.
IN OTHER NEWS!
My birthday is this Friday!! I will be 19!!
I feel super young being on the site and being a hopeful ha but I love it!
BIG PLANS THIS WEEK!!! Tomorrow is 420 smokedown for my birthday in my home town!! This Friday I will be going to Athens Ohio (Ohio University)!! Party town! Me and my bestie Michaelangela will be going to visit some friends and GET FUCKED UP!! I need this release.. but the money monster sits on my shoulder threatening to consume my mind so Im hoping to keep my spirits up for those few days...
This weekend was my girl's 23rd birthday party
1950's Pin-up Whores and Pompadores
MMM she is sexy!!!!!
Me and Michaelangela did some spring cleaning on our bowls and look at the staggering amount of resin we collected!!
you cant tell the depth but that small paper cup is half full
WILL be smoked tomorrow!
So the beginning of my blog was a little blahh but I had to vent
to make up for the lack of "action" I'll end on this note
ENJOY YOUR 420!!!!!!!
Hope v.s Disapointment
Stress v.s Excitement
Duking it out and there is no winner yet, but I'm rooting for the good.
I USED to work at the local humane society and I put emphasis on USED because I recently lost my job. I found out last Thursday that this past Sunday would be my last day. It broke my heart and its still in pieces.
I worked at the humane society for a year and a half, it was dirty work and only there on your first day of work would you say "Alright who peed on the envelopes?!?!" I am an animal lover and I really truly from the depths of my heart loved my dirty and disgusting job because the amount on unconditional love that I recieved from those animals could never be showed to me as equally in my relationships with others. They love without prejudice, or judgement. I loved every single one of those animals despite the clawing, biting or poo flinging that I would encounter. The humane society let me go, along with several other employees because we do not have the appropriate funds to stay open. We are in the process of closing and are searching desperately for homes for our adoptable animals and looking for fosters for the animals we still need to work with. For those animals who are not adopted some shelters will take some in but most of the shelters in the area are similar to us, low funds so the amount of space they have available is limited and I fear our last resort for the animals left without somewhere to go...
With all that being said I am heartbroken and I'm fighting off this depression that is threatening to suck me in. I have no other source of income now and I'm moving for college in 2 months, stressful financial times and its going to be VERY rough the next few months...I only hope that I can keep afloat while simultaneously keeping my head up.
IN OTHER NEWS!
My birthday is this Friday!! I will be 19!!
I feel super young being on the site and being a hopeful ha but I love it!
BIG PLANS THIS WEEK!!! Tomorrow is 420 smokedown for my birthday in my home town!! This Friday I will be going to Athens Ohio (Ohio University)!! Party town! Me and my bestie Michaelangela will be going to visit some friends and GET FUCKED UP!! I need this release.. but the money monster sits on my shoulder threatening to consume my mind so Im hoping to keep my spirits up for those few days...
This weekend was my girl's 23rd birthday party
1950's Pin-up Whores and Pompadores
MMM she is sexy!!!!!
Me and Michaelangela did some spring cleaning on our bowls and look at the staggering amount of resin we collected!!
you cant tell the depth but that small paper cup is half full
WILL be smoked tomorrow!
So the beginning of my blog was a little blahh but I had to vent
to make up for the lack of "action" I'll end on this note
ENJOY YOUR 420!!!!!!!
joefx:
I will enjoy 420, you as well, you'll be thought of 