damntheman

Slept off my jet lag,
Gonna go run and later go to Bahia Fish Tacos on La Jolla Blvd
The best damn burrito stand in the land. They have really good veggie food too, but since i eat meat ehh?
Got kicked out of the Ataris show when i tried to sneak in last night.
But its great to be back in the states.

cant sleep
still on sydney time
gonna go watcha film or write random comments on all the other insomniacs journal entries.

Why does my computer hate me?
Does It have low self esteem?
I had a long and detailed journal entry about my trip to Australia. The love, the drinking, the tirals, the tribulations, the bullshit.
I had a great time, and hung out in some places that could have used SG, I liked melbourne alot reminded me alot of Boston.
I Ran out of stickers...
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Well After months of shit, and working my ass off to afford this, I am leaving for Australia today to chase down the girl. You the know the girl. the one who eluded you, who you became to good of friends, with the one you dream of and if you had one chance to change all that you would.
Heres my one chance.
See you...
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Dude The whole fuckin worlds against me. I swear

Yeaaaah Saturday night,
Good show at the Scene, really liked Open Hand, never saw them before, and Glassjaw rocked it despite lead singer being very ill for the past few months.
I leave for Australia in a week, shame the girl im going there to chase down got a gf, I need to get over the past, and get to the point where I can...
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Drinking A poor imitation of some cocktail..i got irish whiskey, and vermouth to ease the pain.
I get to see glassjaw tomorrow but Id pass that up to go to lake havasu with poopy dave, free trip not bad.
Uhhh yeah tonights kinda lame..ehh oh well im getting drunk
now isnt that depressing

yeah soooo
Uneventful week.
Just passing time until I leave for Australia. My problem lately is building friendships with girls and not thinking of them sexually, for instance, friend of mine in australia, who I am hung up on from the past mainly high school told me she has a new bf and I was kinda pissed, why I dont know, probably a little jealousy,...
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I love daylight savings time
I got an extra hour of sleep and didnt miss nothin.
Bought my first pack of cigs again..
Another week without love, another week without them.
Life will never be the same

questions abound with answers so close
the distance is growing as you choke
on the words of innocence
so decadent and naive
without a clue on this eve

I was bored writing random poetry, I wish i knew where my life was going..
I need to find someone cares about the things that truly matter to me.
Wish i could make disney but alas i...
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Wheeeeew,
Just got back to Cali, That was the worst trip.
I go home for one thing, come back under entirely different circumstances.
Tragedy is so cruel and so random, while at home two friends of mine, the most unobnoxious and beautiful girls I know died in a car wreck returning to college. The deaths of those close to you have a way of putting...
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I've been home for a few weeks, my dad had heart sugrery.
This is an offly fucked up world we live in. The
Beltway Sniper" has hit targets with in a mile of my house, the crashing of our false security is deafining.
I've figured out what i want to do next year, and I've found a new favorite beer, and realized that I can...
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