My sister is awesome.
Real-ish update later.
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Okay, update. Feeling very sick. There is but one good thing about being sick, and that is getting to drink "Hot Lemon Relief". Which is imitation Neo-Citron. Fuck yeah.
Had an interesting IM conversation with an ex earlier tonight. I seem to attract damaged, formerly abused women, so it was kind of nice to be able to get some insight from her as to what can go on in the mind of an abuse victim. And that's all I'll say about that. Except that she had some really nice things to say about me, which was really really good to finally hear. She keeps saying she wants to hang out at some time, but seems to disappear for months at a time. Meh.
I spent half of my youth arts conference meeting today wishing and imagining the eyeGo rep girl would clear the room and ask me for sex. I thought she might have had a little crush on me from meetings and correspondence before... but am probably wrong. Not that anything would come of it anyway, it's just nice to be desired by attractive, intelligent, made-something-of-themselves people. All those describe my girlfriend as well, of course... but you know what I mean.
Apparently progress was made, with the imminent formation of a youth arts council in my town. I felt a little out of place, since I'm almost between projects right now and didn't have a whole lot to contribute, when normally you can't shut me up about the arts, and the arts in this city.
I'd hoped to catch some late night RAW! with some buddies tonight, but they were burning out. Too bad. I could have gone for some more comaraderie tonight. I don't have enough late night friends. Or, as it seems, any at this point in time.
Etc:
- I'm waiting to see if I need to edit another essay for someone tonight.
- Forums are way better at night, even if they are basically dominated by the same 5 or 6 people clique.
- Brixton is hot.
- I should get more sleep, but I'm not going to.
- I'm kind of excited about making a Christmas list, but have no idea what I'd want (besides some Xbox games, really)
Real-ish update later.
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Okay, update. Feeling very sick. There is but one good thing about being sick, and that is getting to drink "Hot Lemon Relief". Which is imitation Neo-Citron. Fuck yeah.
Had an interesting IM conversation with an ex earlier tonight. I seem to attract damaged, formerly abused women, so it was kind of nice to be able to get some insight from her as to what can go on in the mind of an abuse victim. And that's all I'll say about that. Except that she had some really nice things to say about me, which was really really good to finally hear. She keeps saying she wants to hang out at some time, but seems to disappear for months at a time. Meh.
I spent half of my youth arts conference meeting today wishing and imagining the eyeGo rep girl would clear the room and ask me for sex. I thought she might have had a little crush on me from meetings and correspondence before... but am probably wrong. Not that anything would come of it anyway, it's just nice to be desired by attractive, intelligent, made-something-of-themselves people. All those describe my girlfriend as well, of course... but you know what I mean.
Apparently progress was made, with the imminent formation of a youth arts council in my town. I felt a little out of place, since I'm almost between projects right now and didn't have a whole lot to contribute, when normally you can't shut me up about the arts, and the arts in this city.
I'd hoped to catch some late night RAW! with some buddies tonight, but they were burning out. Too bad. I could have gone for some more comaraderie tonight. I don't have enough late night friends. Or, as it seems, any at this point in time.
Etc:
- I'm waiting to see if I need to edit another essay for someone tonight.
- Forums are way better at night, even if they are basically dominated by the same 5 or 6 people clique.
- Brixton is hot.
- I should get more sleep, but I'm not going to.
- I'm kind of excited about making a Christmas list, but have no idea what I'd want (besides some Xbox games, really)
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synnove:
you just reminded me i need to try and get more sleep. but there's just so much to do, ya know?
beckyjane:
Very interesting...I should probably read those sometime.