damnation_game

listening to miles davis

washing the bedsheets and towels

just watched elizabethtown and some movies are sappy and i think that was shit, some are sappy but still kind of hit home for me personaly .. this is one of those movies .. not for everyone but it was for me

awoke with small black ants on my feet at 4 am.. this is suposed to mean a wet weekend.. see if that is true
now that the place is empty i think ill become a hermit for a while... enjoy my own company .. or others see it be a c**t


i dont know what my station in life is..
all i used to want as a family .. now im not so sure .. not because i dont want a family , more so because i dont know what i want

ipod is charging and i am cleaning up a little , waiting for the sun to go down so i may go walking and get lost in thought

i miss working night shift in the mines the solitary work left alot of time to think things over with little distraction

the current of the brisbane river amazed me the other night when i was out walking i sat and watched it for a bit , from a distance it looks to be this still murky mass but up close it is a powerfull beast .. there was temptation to jump in and try and swim it just to challange it .. bat i didnt want to be hit be a citycat or end up downstream..
well sheets are done so im out of here

*no choking tonight