damn_pretty

Its been a minute since I updated..

Shit has gone up and down. Doesn't it usually?

I have the dopest friends in the world. Alona and Caroline FUCKING rule. We are going to sushi on Sunday night, and it's going to be so much fun. We might drag Man-oh-lah and his ass with us. Too bad Carries only 20, so no sushi bars.

Thursday night was the fucking weirdest night of my life. Well, 1 of them. I had a date. With a straight chick. She's appearantly bi-curious. And through out the evening things progressed. The more drunk she got, the more touchy feely she got. I was tipsy, but I was pretty clear minded. So I didn't let her do anything that I knew she could blame when the beer goggles came off the next morning. I told her that I know she needs friends, since she's so new to Portland, and I can introduce her to new people, but I'm still into to her. And this is when she leans and whispers in my ear, ' I can be just your friend, but I can't help it, I'm so attracted to you. ' I didn't really know how to take that. The girl is amazing. We must have spent a good chuck of 5 hours at the bar. But, all I know is.. we have a date Sunday night. Yes, I double booked myself, thank god she is ok with hanging out with my friends, and my friends are ok with her tagging along.

So anyway.. where does this leave me? I don't really know. I'm hoping that it wasn't the beer talking, that she really is into me. Cause I adore her. But.. who knows. I should just let it go and just be the girls friend, until she decides what it is she wants.

Alright, I'm out like a fat kid in dodgeball.