That is so rotten, I can't even imagine... I was, yesterday, so happy that I was feeling sick. I believe that I may have a chemical imbalance, or a mental disorder. It would be sweet to have them both though. It is almost Christmas, one can hope.
Hey ... sorry to hear you're down ... I totally know how that feels - and how tough a situation it can be when you feel like there's no way to get back to being happy. All I can say is you will get there ... and you'll usually find it's something odd that cheers you up (in my case ... it's usually hearing a song that brings back good memories). I don't know if I helped at all ... but I do hope you feel better soon.
Are you happy now?
Have a Merry Christmas.
*hugs*