damn_pretty

Today has been weird. Very weird. I got off the MAX on my way to work, and I see James (an ex) walking past me on his way to god knows where, I know he didn't see and I don't know how I happened to even get a glimpse of him. But it's like wha? I see you for the first time in like 2,3 years on Friday night, and then we hang out, have some beers, have horrible drunken sex, and then nothing. Oh come on my friend, whats up with that? I've known you my whole life, this is not the first time you and I have had bad drunken sex. Psssft. I sure know how to pick em dont I?

So yeah.. I call the best friend and shriek to her and 1/2 of downtown portland that I just saw James, and she's like ok, you freak. But, whatever. I'm feeling gipped lately. Do I have a 3rd nipple, is there something in my teeth, am I horribly cross eyed, or do I have bad breath? Whats going on that all the boys in my life keep ditching me?

Oh well, it's not like I really cared for James, I mean I do have some emotional attachment to him just because we have grown up together, he knows my friends, I know his friends, and it was nice having " mutual's " together.. instead of like with Mark it's like oh I'm hanging with my friends. But with James, it was always like let's go over to Sherahs & Erik's. We shared friends, we shared memories. But I guess it was too weird, so we ended it like 3 years ago. And then to see you out of the blue when you call my bestest when she's over at my house and you decide to come over and say hi to me because its been a while. And then we fall back into place, right where we left off. Even Bryce said that, he asked if we ever even broke up? But.. maybe it was the many vodka shots.

Anyway.. I'm feeling super lethargic, and have been all day, so I think I'm going to sit and watch tv.

I'm off like a dirty shirt <3.

BtVS quote of the day:
Spike: "Oh, poor Watcher. Did your life pass before your eyes? "Cup of tea, cup of tea, almost got shagged, cup of tea?"
S6 - E1 Bargaining Part 1