Wow... the week is almost half gone. it's been flying by, but now that i made it known i know the next three days will just go by hellishly slow. Damn my finger hurts. I got a little clumsy today and i hit my finger with a hammer. Oh well i'm tired what can up expect. I really need to start sleeping more. i got 20 more min of work and im just sitting here burning it up typing a blog... lol... ya gotta love nullLil Mynx.. Randy and Liz kick ass (my bosses). i hope they take us out to eat for lunch again. I love free paid lunch breaks.
I really want to sleep but i know when i get home i'll prob just sit around and do nothing rather then something or sleep. Why must we need money i hate money. things could be so much easier if it were more plentiful for me. then i could pay off all my bills and my parents bills. I left Minnesota where i was happy and money was plentiful because i wanted to be a good son and help my parents out, but now i'm misarable and i really do miss Maggie even thougth i tell everyone i'm over her. I LOVE her dammit!!! why do i have to keep loving her though. I want to just completely forget her and go on. It would really make things a lot easier. Plus i could actually date. How can i go out with another girl and not feel bad that i just think about Maggie and compare them. This Really FUCKEN SUCKS ... alrught enought with this B.S.
Laters all!!!
I really want to sleep but i know when i get home i'll prob just sit around and do nothing rather then something or sleep. Why must we need money i hate money. things could be so much easier if it were more plentiful for me. then i could pay off all my bills and my parents bills. I left Minnesota where i was happy and money was plentiful because i wanted to be a good son and help my parents out, but now i'm misarable and i really do miss Maggie even thougth i tell everyone i'm over her. I LOVE her dammit!!! why do i have to keep loving her though. I want to just completely forget her and go on. It would really make things a lot easier. Plus i could actually date. How can i go out with another girl and not feel bad that i just think about Maggie and compare them. This Really FUCKEN SUCKS ... alrught enought with this B.S.
Laters all!!!