Monday Sep 08, 2003

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breaking up is hard to do

i'm not feeling all that journally lately because my mind is everywhere but where i want it to be. i have some friendships that are fracturing, and i think that on a lot of levels it's harder to break up with a friend than a boyfriend-- especially if you have an intense shared history.

my relationship with b is definitely intense, and strange and almost other-wordly. it's just not what it used to be and i'm afraid it never will be. i'm having a hard time trusting him, trusting in who he is. and i hate feeling that way, and don't know what to do about it.
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navig8r:
i find the principles behind ockham's razor to be most usefull when faced with a decision. nature prefers simplicity. oh and if you need a little musical inspiration (i know it's way cheesy) take a listen to beta band's "dry the rain"
er:
i've just started losing weight for the first time seriously in about 10 years, and i'm not rewarding myself with chocolate. but i appreciate the sentiment!

much better today. thank you.

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