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Sunday Aug 02, 2009

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"Welcome my friends to the show that never ends. Come inside, come inside."

This post is not meant to be bleak in any way. Just wanted to make sure that is clear. I wonder how many people there are in the world that think it is terribly wrong that every now and then I want to slowly and gently move my speeding car into oncoming traffic? Not out of malice or hatred or any other horrible emotion, but out of curiosity of how the other drivers will react. On any normal day I don't have these dark thoughts, in fact, on any normal day, I'm not sure I have any thoughts on the drive home from work. If I do, they are certainly not worth noting, seeing as I don't remember them. Anyway, I am still curious how the other drivers on the road would react to a car slowly moving into their lane as they drive. Would they move? Would they sharply move out of the way only to wreck on the other side of the highway? Would they challenge me and keep driving, pressing on the gas harder, daring me to keep on my path? I just don't know. I would never do anything like this, but the thoughts and the questions never seem to leave my mind. Every once in a great while I just wonder. I wander what it would feel like to move my finger into a spinning saw blade. How bad will it hurt? Will it really remove my finger? How far will the blood spatter? Will I be afraid? Sometimes, I just wonder. I wonder about a lot of things, but today I wondered about this.

How many of you wonder?

It is only when we become friends with our monsters, that we can learn how to control them. I am glad to say that I am quite good friends with my monster, but every now and then he starts to rattle the hinges on the cage loose. The monster gets an arm outside of the cage and grabs the rest of my right mind and shakes it violently. Luckily the rest of me knows how to quell the beast. The better part of the brain frees itself from the grip of monster and moves to secure the cage. The darkened beast rattles the cage again, but to no avail. He is secured once more. The monster retreats to the darkest corners of my mind from whence it came, and is kept under close watch. But, ever present is the idea that the monster could try to break loose again. What would happen if he actually gets free?
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talamia:
I wonder all the time, but that's what my imagination is for..... and it works really damn well enough, just enough to stop me from doing anything stupid... well most of the time anyways.

Aw thanks for your comment on Latara's set smile kiss kiss
Sep 8, 2009
rianemone:
I used to have this fantasy while I was waiting for the bus that I would slowly and dramatically throw my body into oncoming traffic. I wondered if I would be lucky enough to step in front of a car whose driver was paying attention... or maybe I would be unlucky and the person behind the wheel would be an evil fuck who would speed up to hit me. I don't know for sure where it came from, and eventually it faded, but it was a powerful compulsion for a while there.
Feb 2, 2010

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