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My dad called me and ask me today what has been bothering me, cause he new that there was something wrong. well to end it i told him that i was pregnant. He took it fairly well, actually alot better then i thought that he would. but the only problem is he wants to tell my mom. Its odd for my parents to talk cause they cant even really be in the same room as each other, so for him to want to tell my mom is just plain out scary. He told me not to be home tonight when he tells my mom and that it may even be a good idea for me not to stay at home tonight. How scary is that??

anyways so hes pretty upset with the whole idea as would any father when his little girl has this problem. well I'm pretty much a wrek right now cause i dont know whats going to happen later today!! i kinda fear my life only cause my mom can get really really scary.

this is where the set in of me being even bigger of a faliure comes on. well i guess this is all i really feel like writeing for now but im sure ill let you all know how it goes.

take care


i jsut told my mom and well i figured that i should tell her and not my dad. and she was really really really good about it!! she said that she understands and knows what it is that i am going through cause she went through the same thing with my oldest sister. so she supports me in whatever i do today may be a good day after all
thank you all
love you all