dakini1

that day my eyes changed in the mirrored panes
drained off color as pink filled the mask
my tears were comfprt to my dried up soul
my body learned of the change and began to its self-composed disease
bred of hatred and lies
i screamed my last call one too many times in the grounded phone wires
why did i have to raise my voice for you to hear my elementary cries?
my hair tangled mess my body helpless distress your mind was west of us
your sight was higher then this pregnant mess
i drank my milk to situation my body for the competition of procreation's distributation of hatred nation
i prayed for the sickness to leave my body and the sound of your voice to die in the alley
but neither could happen without the procedure that was soon to wreck the insides of my belly
i cried as we fought on the train
and on the walk
and sitting naked on the cold metal table
ready to rip my guts out with its suction mouth
so you could shut the fuck up
and get the fuck on out
my blood dries up for no one bitch
i spit on the words that you said to make my skin crawl and itch
be a man little boy and live up to what you did
instead of responding
" aw shit hun you a whore"
or " come on- being in the room with you- i might really puke"
puke you did you purged your soul on that vacuum center for the undead
your shit went into that bad as i did
a piece of me that has eyes and ears and hears your empty memories
you fuckin fool
my soul grew stronger as it lost that piece of you
my heart grew stronger when i ripped your dick from its hole in my heart
love yourself little man that is all i can say
more of you than you realize was sucked up in the mouth of my pussyhole
so i heard
but now that i bleed i smile big red
my procreation strength and beauty still to this day haunts you in your head



welcome to the inside of my head.