daiz

guess who's just topped their all time dumbest thing they ever did chart?

well, not quite. but i did ram my foot into a wall in frustration and fuck it severly. so much so that i'm now hobbling around on a beautiful crip stick that my loverly house mate made me. he's so sweet to me! i love him to pieces.
still doesn't stop me being a twat tho. and it is entirely my own fault! although. . . . . if i hadn't kicked the wall i would now be in prison for shoving a lady i work with's face into a computer monitor and spitting down her ruptured neck cavity. i hate her, and i don't hate anybody. i'm getting irritated just talking about it. so i'll stop.
aaaaaaaaaaaaaah. (sigh)
most of the rest of my week has been quite good.
i feel better about a lot of stuff too, as no matter what happens i know my boys will always be there for me.
and all of a sudden i'm not quite so lonely.
know what i mean? what would i do without you boys?
i know, i know, miss you. (or be in the loonie bin ny now)

guys, if you ever read this, cheers. you mean the world to me. the whole world.

dx