So once again I have drifted away and now have returned.
Well things with me and the boy are over for good this time. He told me that this is whats best for me and that there was nothing I could do to change his mind. How can he say it's whats best for me if it's not what I want though? We are still friends and see each other a lot, yeah it hurts every now and then but I just don't understand how he can be fine with it all. I asked him he said it was 'cause he was no longer in love with me, but how can you just not be in love with someone anymore. Now I am trying to keep in mind that he has told 2 other of his exes that he loved them and now doesn't so maybe he just doesn't know what love is, or has never been in love and just says it.
The rest of life is going pretty good though, not much else is new in life unfortunately. So now its time to go back to work.
Well things with me and the boy are over for good this time. He told me that this is whats best for me and that there was nothing I could do to change his mind. How can he say it's whats best for me if it's not what I want though? We are still friends and see each other a lot, yeah it hurts every now and then but I just don't understand how he can be fine with it all. I asked him he said it was 'cause he was no longer in love with me, but how can you just not be in love with someone anymore. Now I am trying to keep in mind that he has told 2 other of his exes that he loved them and now doesn't so maybe he just doesn't know what love is, or has never been in love and just says it.
The rest of life is going pretty good though, not much else is new in life unfortunately. So now its time to go back to work.
oh! ps did i see you and then just keep walking down the hall by the fibers room? someone was in there and i thought it was you but i couldnt tell and i was running on like an hour of sleep so i didn't even think it mighta been you till i was outside.