ya know its so fucking nice to bend over fucking backwards for someone , and then have them turn around and fuck you anally with a diamond studded dildo.. no lube.. it feels great..
and to top it all off my night got ruined for a second night in a row and it didn't even have to be.. damn the luck.. im so tired of giving my heart soul and bed to people that just see me as nothing more than ass.. is it so much to ask to be loved back?
This ones for the girls who you can take home to mom, but wont because its easier to fuckk with a whore than work on a relationship.
This is for the girls who have been led on by words and kisses and touches, all of which were either only true for the moment, or never real to begin with.
This is for the girls who have allowed a guy into their head and heart and bed, only to discover that hes just not ready, hes just not over "her", or hes just not looking to be tied down. this is for the girls who believe the excuses because its easier to believe that its not that they dont want you, its that they dont want anyone.
This is for the girls who have had their hearts broken and their hopes dashed by someone too selfish to have cared in the first place.
This is for the nights spent dissecting every word and syllable and inflection in his speech.
For the nights when you've returned home alone.
For the nights when you've seen him from across the room leaning a little too close, or standing a little too near, or talking a little too softly for the girl he's with to be an "old friend."
This is for the girls who have showed up party after party just to be in his presence, and finally realizing that it wasn't that he didn't want a relationship: it was that he didn't want you.
This is for the night you realized that it would never happen, and the sunrise you saw the next morning after failing to sleep.
This is for the "I really like you, so let's still be friends" comment.
This is for realizing that when you choose friends, you hardly choose those which make you cry yourself to sleep.
This is for the girls who have been used and abused, who have settled for what he was giving because at least he was giving something.
This is for the stupidity of the nights weve believed that something was better than nothing, though his something was nothing wed have ever wanted.
This is for the hugs you've received from your girlfriends, for the nights they've reassured you that you are beautiful and that you are truly worthy of a great guy;
This is for the regret you've felt as you sat in the aftermath of your tears, knowing that that night the only companionship you'd have was with a pillow.
Girls: Find true friends. Call a friend. Be a friend. Tell your friends you love them & that no matter how they're feeling this week... next week will be better. Have them know you'll always have your cell phone on, your car already started & a bed ready for them if they need.
This is for the girls who never give up The girls that hold there head high & force a smile.
This is for the girls who want better than what they're taking & deserve better than what they're settling for.
This is for the girls who always stick together <3
I lOve My GurliEs!!! Theyre Always tHerE!!!
and to top it all off my night got ruined for a second night in a row and it didn't even have to be.. damn the luck.. im so tired of giving my heart soul and bed to people that just see me as nothing more than ass.. is it so much to ask to be loved back?
This ones for the girls who you can take home to mom, but wont because its easier to fuckk with a whore than work on a relationship.
This is for the girls who have been led on by words and kisses and touches, all of which were either only true for the moment, or never real to begin with.
This is for the girls who have allowed a guy into their head and heart and bed, only to discover that hes just not ready, hes just not over "her", or hes just not looking to be tied down. this is for the girls who believe the excuses because its easier to believe that its not that they dont want you, its that they dont want anyone.
This is for the girls who have had their hearts broken and their hopes dashed by someone too selfish to have cared in the first place.
This is for the nights spent dissecting every word and syllable and inflection in his speech.
For the nights when you've returned home alone.
For the nights when you've seen him from across the room leaning a little too close, or standing a little too near, or talking a little too softly for the girl he's with to be an "old friend."
This is for the girls who have showed up party after party just to be in his presence, and finally realizing that it wasn't that he didn't want a relationship: it was that he didn't want you.
This is for the night you realized that it would never happen, and the sunrise you saw the next morning after failing to sleep.
This is for the "I really like you, so let's still be friends" comment.
This is for realizing that when you choose friends, you hardly choose those which make you cry yourself to sleep.
This is for the girls who have been used and abused, who have settled for what he was giving because at least he was giving something.
This is for the stupidity of the nights weve believed that something was better than nothing, though his something was nothing wed have ever wanted.
This is for the hugs you've received from your girlfriends, for the nights they've reassured you that you are beautiful and that you are truly worthy of a great guy;
This is for the regret you've felt as you sat in the aftermath of your tears, knowing that that night the only companionship you'd have was with a pillow.
Girls: Find true friends. Call a friend. Be a friend. Tell your friends you love them & that no matter how they're feeling this week... next week will be better. Have them know you'll always have your cell phone on, your car already started & a bed ready for them if they need.
This is for the girls who never give up The girls that hold there head high & force a smile.
This is for the girls who want better than what they're taking & deserve better than what they're settling for.
This is for the girls who always stick together <3
I lOve My GurliEs!!! Theyre Always tHerE!!!
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nc_guy:
I am very sorry to hear of your struggles, my friend.
endlessly:
Only have a minute, wanted to say hello. Benning is good and I'm doing well. Talk soon??????