Ummmmm.
I keep saying to myself i have to update, and every time i sit down to write this fucking thing, it all ends up so emo and shit and contrived. I guess that's todays mood. Shall we just go with it?
II've had an awful day. Really bad. I had my first exam this morning, and ya, i was nervous. That's how these things work, innit? But it was in a long exam hall. I got new glasses about 3 weeks ago, and i noticed i was having trouble focusing, and i went back about it, and was somewhat pawned off. Anyway, today, in my exam, i couldn't see the clock. That's a lie, i could see it, but the numbers were so blurred, and i was freaking out. So after my exam, (which i'm not entirely sure how it went, i THINK i answered all the questions right, i mean, that's why i answered em that way) i went to the opticians. To be honest i don't think she believed me that things were so blurry. She did loads of tests, and she put these drops in my eyes, and told me to come back in half an hour. So i went for some tea and cake (don't pretend you're surprised by this), and about 20 mins later, i started freaking again. I couldn't see at all. Like, couldn't focus on anything, and my eyes burned. So, i ran back to the optician, and she did more tests. And i've to go back tomorrow for more. And i rung all my friends to see if they could come meet me, cuz i could barely see. But everyone was hungover. So, i literally stumbled home. On the way some old couple asked me for directions, and i couldn't look at them, and tried to help them, but ended up bursting out crying. And when i get upset i get stomach pains, and when i made it home i curled up in bed, and that's where i've spent all my saturday.
Stupid eyes.
All i want in the world is someone to come sit with me on the couch, and tell me to stop being a silly sausage, and it'll be ok. I mean, i can see again. But...
I never know what to write here, i mean, how personal is too personal? Well sack it, i've met someone, fallen in love. And it wouldn't be me if it wasn't a disaster already. I hope it gets easier. Stupid distance.
I think that's enough for tonight. I need some tea. Do you think my friend Martina would mind if i called to her house without showering or brushing my hair? I really feel like shit, and can't face any sort of personal hygiene tonight. Meh.
I bought tickets to see Motion City Soundtrack in Dublin in 2 weeks, that'll cheer me up.
I keep saying to myself i have to update, and every time i sit down to write this fucking thing, it all ends up so emo and shit and contrived. I guess that's todays mood. Shall we just go with it?
II've had an awful day. Really bad. I had my first exam this morning, and ya, i was nervous. That's how these things work, innit? But it was in a long exam hall. I got new glasses about 3 weeks ago, and i noticed i was having trouble focusing, and i went back about it, and was somewhat pawned off. Anyway, today, in my exam, i couldn't see the clock. That's a lie, i could see it, but the numbers were so blurred, and i was freaking out. So after my exam, (which i'm not entirely sure how it went, i THINK i answered all the questions right, i mean, that's why i answered em that way) i went to the opticians. To be honest i don't think she believed me that things were so blurry. She did loads of tests, and she put these drops in my eyes, and told me to come back in half an hour. So i went for some tea and cake (don't pretend you're surprised by this), and about 20 mins later, i started freaking again. I couldn't see at all. Like, couldn't focus on anything, and my eyes burned. So, i ran back to the optician, and she did more tests. And i've to go back tomorrow for more. And i rung all my friends to see if they could come meet me, cuz i could barely see. But everyone was hungover. So, i literally stumbled home. On the way some old couple asked me for directions, and i couldn't look at them, and tried to help them, but ended up bursting out crying. And when i get upset i get stomach pains, and when i made it home i curled up in bed, and that's where i've spent all my saturday.
Stupid eyes.
All i want in the world is someone to come sit with me on the couch, and tell me to stop being a silly sausage, and it'll be ok. I mean, i can see again. But...
I never know what to write here, i mean, how personal is too personal? Well sack it, i've met someone, fallen in love. And it wouldn't be me if it wasn't a disaster already. I hope it gets easier. Stupid distance.
I think that's enough for tonight. I need some tea. Do you think my friend Martina would mind if i called to her house without showering or brushing my hair? I really feel like shit, and can't face any sort of personal hygiene tonight. Meh.
I bought tickets to see Motion City Soundtrack in Dublin in 2 weeks, that'll cheer me up.
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deadly_photo:
Damn, you know what, you're right, I should write em more!
wesb:
Hmmm.. I reckon you should elope with SParrow and forget the smelly boy, bet he's not good enough for you at all 