I want to update but I don't really have much to say. So I am just going to type random stuff.
I kinda feel in the middle at the moment. I am not happy but I am not sad either, just sitting in the middle.
I want to loose some weight but my motivation is not there. I thought if I had reasons to do it I would get off my arse, but even then I am still sitting being a lazy bone.
I shouldn't have watched the friday night movie, "The Holiday". It made me feel like crap.
I dread this next week at work is going to be boring, and that I may get in trouble for something I say (again).
I need new clothes, I wear the same stuff every week.
I have a wedding to go to in May.
I miss having a really really close friend. I love the friends that I have, and I would do anything for them but ............... I don't really know how to put into words what I am feeling so I think I will stop.
I want to fall in love, and have someone fall in love with me. (fingers crossed they are the same person)
I need to get back into making jewellery.
I sat in my room today with the curtains open and the sun shining in. It felt good. Kinda sucks that everyone who walked/drove pass could see into my room though.
I am going to see if I could find a picture to post....................................
Ok, so looking for a photo and I just realised I was meant to resize photos from my cousins 21st and I haven't. I suck.
Found some photos from the other weeks at Alf's (photos thanks to Alf)


My UCLA shirt makes me think of Matty. So one more want for this blog, is to meet Matty and get hugs.
I kinda feel in the middle at the moment. I am not happy but I am not sad either, just sitting in the middle.
I want to loose some weight but my motivation is not there. I thought if I had reasons to do it I would get off my arse, but even then I am still sitting being a lazy bone.
I shouldn't have watched the friday night movie, "The Holiday". It made me feel like crap.
I dread this next week at work is going to be boring, and that I may get in trouble for something I say (again).
I need new clothes, I wear the same stuff every week.
I have a wedding to go to in May.
I miss having a really really close friend. I love the friends that I have, and I would do anything for them but ............... I don't really know how to put into words what I am feeling so I think I will stop.
I want to fall in love, and have someone fall in love with me. (fingers crossed they are the same person)
I need to get back into making jewellery.
I sat in my room today with the curtains open and the sun shining in. It felt good. Kinda sucks that everyone who walked/drove pass could see into my room though.
I am going to see if I could find a picture to post....................................
Ok, so looking for a photo and I just realised I was meant to resize photos from my cousins 21st and I haven't. I suck.
Found some photos from the other weeks at Alf's (photos thanks to Alf)


My UCLA shirt makes me think of Matty. So one more want for this blog, is to meet Matty and get hugs.

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i really dont enjoy being in the middle emotionally either. im a little like that right now too. everyone is either sick or m'eh........im not sure why or what's going on. hmmmmm.
xx
i want jelly now!!