why is it so hard for me to post? i need a tape recorder, or perhaps have my pda record. i have a lot to say, a lot to blab, and some lame ass philosophizing.
when i started smoking ganja a few years ago, i remember thinking that i wish i knew of a drug that would bring about the changes in my thought processes without the stoning, euphia, other feelings ,etc. i noticed the other day i have gained this magical ability at some point, though, putting my mind in another gear, shifting. and it's not from smoking too much, i only smoke up once a month these days. kind of neat, it really is a valuable tool in the ol mental toolbox. (and i'm a tool for saying that)
other than that, christmas with the family was nice. wish i could be a bum and lounge around my parents house for the whole month of break, but no such luck, i'm dirt ass poor and have to work full-time. not a big deal, i'm used to working all the damn time, it's still a vacation- it's better to just work 40 hours a week than go to school full-time *and* work 40 hours a week.
i want to go live in london. that'd rule.
finished a couple books lately, read the first three books in the Gap series by Stephen Donaldson. Started reading Tolkein's Fellowship of the Ring. Not sure why, fantasy isn't my thing at all.
* listening to cunnin lynguists - southernunderground *
when i started smoking ganja a few years ago, i remember thinking that i wish i knew of a drug that would bring about the changes in my thought processes without the stoning, euphia, other feelings ,etc. i noticed the other day i have gained this magical ability at some point, though, putting my mind in another gear, shifting. and it's not from smoking too much, i only smoke up once a month these days. kind of neat, it really is a valuable tool in the ol mental toolbox. (and i'm a tool for saying that)
other than that, christmas with the family was nice. wish i could be a bum and lounge around my parents house for the whole month of break, but no such luck, i'm dirt ass poor and have to work full-time. not a big deal, i'm used to working all the damn time, it's still a vacation- it's better to just work 40 hours a week than go to school full-time *and* work 40 hours a week.
i want to go live in london. that'd rule.
finished a couple books lately, read the first three books in the Gap series by Stephen Donaldson. Started reading Tolkein's Fellowship of the Ring. Not sure why, fantasy isn't my thing at all.
* listening to cunnin lynguists - southernunderground *