ten years ago i was in college. community college. a lot happens in ten years. it seems like only yesterday, yet so distant. it's almost as if it wasn't really me, and the memories aren't from my life, but rather just something i intently watched on tv. what the hell happened? none of it really matters now, i guess - only to me. nothing important, only as a frame of reference. trying to make sense of the past, never really knowing where i am presently, with an unknown future...the more it seems that time really doesn't matter, only to support the existence of the egoic mind. skin deep. who fucking cares anyway. look at the tragedy. me me me. i should be in a coffee bar wearing black reciting bad poetry and being angstful. bite me.

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"i should be in a coffee bar wearing black reciting bad poetry and being angstful. "
You mean...
...ordering an $8 whip topped floofy drink from some Corporate Chain hellbent on World DOmination, spewing Morrison knock off diatribes, lint brushing your skintight turtleneck and flipping your ponytail to the beat of your own drum.
no?? Well, um.... me neither!