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i am motherfucking suicide. not like a bomb, but like an old building with the dynamite crew ready to press down on the plunger. i loathe self. self-denial is the answer, and therefore suicide is tangible without physical death. let go. it's really the only option left when you can't hold on any longer, isn't it? fucking human powers, miserably failing. maybe i'll thank God...
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selket:
really wish i could go to that show. i was just in maryland about three weeks ago. not sure when i will be back though. frown
catherinewheel69:
I hope you are feeling better! Having a job that you hate is the worst. How is quitting smoking going for you? Sorry I have been lazy at writting back, life has been a little crazy. I got a better than 10 bucks for Jury Duty, I got 15.
Thanks for the compliement, on my pics. I like your eye. I will let you know when I post more. Hope you have a wonderful weekend.
smile miao!!
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greetings from "loopy bubblebrain"...do this, you know you wanna...

Use the third letter of your first name to determine your new first name:

a = poopsie b = lumpy c = buttercup
d = gadget e = crusty f = greasy
g = fluffy h = cheeseball i = chim-chim
j = stinky k = flunky l = bootie
m = pinky n = zippy...
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o2bnlove:
That makes me Bootie Bubblelips.

The better to kiss you with, my dear! kiss
selket:
why yes. i have seen both fantomas and tomahawk live. biggrin
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day two of no nicotine. no sleep last night, just brief moments of haze and surrealist nightmare-style half-dreams. waiting for that third magic fucking day to be over, so at least the physical will have been removed.

until then, i am a menace on the roads, blasting dnb and hard trance, and quite possibly ready to burst at any given moment.

nine time out of...
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o2bnlove:
Hey, sugar...I feel for you about the quitting-smoking ickiness. frown You'll feel better soon.
excowboy:
dude... check this shit out: Has nothing to do with my addiction to cereal! (watch the volume, it can be loud)
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i quit smoking. guess i need to update my "vices" list.

hmmm...maybe this could be the beginning of my "quit" trend. like, for instance, i could quit my job! that would be lovely. all those in favor of me quitting my job, please send $1 to excowboy and myself. all those opposed...hmmm, well you can send us a dollar too. you just let us know...
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bitchiekittie:
at first it seemed as if my employer was paying me to do nothing...and then I realized I was meant to field an endless torrent of relentless idiocy. sure, I get paid to spend a lot of time on the internet, but is it worth it? you decide. story at 8.

I want to quit my job, too. maybe I can be your photographer when you become a famous porn trannie?

clairevoyance:
yes that's absolutely where it came from! biggrin i love dieselboy he raaaaaaaawks!
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ten years ago i was in college. community college. a lot happens in ten years. it seems like only yesterday, yet so distant. it's almost as if it wasn't really me, and the memories aren't from my life, but rather just something i intently watched on tv. what the hell happened? none of it really matters now, i guess - only to me. nothing important,...
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gentlemancaller:
ditto on the love of tascams. my first four track was a porta seven that lasted me for years and i fucking loved it. I know all about the 288 because the 688 has the same exact transport in it, its just has a 20 channel mixer built in to make it self contained. I do believe it has a serial port too that you can link up a 688 w/ the 288 so that is pretty cool. I bought it off ebay a few months ago, but have been hacving some problems with it. the biggest is that something in the erase head in track 7 and 8 is screwed up and it doesnt totally record over what you were trying to erase... if that makes any sense! smile But i figured out that if i just bounce two tracks ie vocal and guitar to track 7 and 8 its no big deal becasue i wouldnt need to record over them again. As for the other equipment i have, its all pretty beginner level stuff, i was more interested in getting a well rounded set of gear, then one high quality piece. in my rack i have and art tps pre amp, a joe meek preamp, a midiverb, berhinger compressor, a boss compressor, a 48 point patch bay, a cd recorder and a tape deck and a furman power strip. I also have a couple of oktavas, and mxl condensors from guitar center. they're cheap, but they really sound great. I used to work in the recording stuido at Towson U. and i worked with a shitload of great mics, and for the price you cant beat those specials. Sorry this is so long! we'll talk more later
excowboy:
*types some long winded, indepth and really boring entry about cheese*


"i should be in a coffee bar wearing black reciting bad poetry and being angstful. "
You mean...
...ordering an $8 whip topped floofy drink from some Corporate Chain hellbent on World DOmination, spewing Morrison knock off diatribes, lint brushing your skintight turtleneck and flipping your ponytail to the beat of your own drum. puke

no?? Well, um.... me neither! whatever
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yo... emowhore is my babysitter.

hahaha biggrin
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clover:
Thank you.....I like your movies
gentlemancaller:
thanks for the birthday wish the other day. as for my studio... i have pics of it in my "junk drawer" folder. the heart is the tascam 688 a very unknown 8 track recorder that sounds incredible.
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traffic ( P ) Pronunciation Key (trfk)
n.

1. Physical force exerted for the purpose of violating, damaging, or abusing: crimes of violence.

2. The act or an instance of violent action or behavior.

3. Intensity or severity, as in natural phenomena; untamed force: the violence of a tornado.

4. Abusive or unjust exercise of power.

5. Abuse or injury to meaning, content, or intent:...
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tourettes:
Thanks for the good words about the site. I tried to go to yours, but it kept asking me for a password. Come out to a show one time, were not half bad...... like new kids on the block.
excowboy:
traffic smaffic... just get in the wheel barrel~!
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sony is still evil...but i suppose this is a preliminary tentative step in the "right" direction...

http://www.reuters.co.uk/newsArticle.jhtml?type=technologyNews&storyID=6313996§ion=news
excowboy:
poweer cord.... who needs it? whatever
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sweet!!! an amazing set from sexy sg Mercie from md!!!

nice...
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I WANT TO FUCKING KILL.

(does this mean that i should ask to have it removed, then talk to someone who will instruct me to turn my thoughts to someone else i can kill? i mean help! help, i said, help!)
daemoncd:
UPDATE: i no longer want to kill. instead, i might like to eat some food, perhaps down some bliss.