Tonight. What a wonder. It started out so good. Work wasn't bad. Came home in a good mood. But now i don't know how i feel. Kinda sad.
All in about 15 minutes i explained the 3 most hurtful expiriences of my 21 years. Though i've hardend to em remembering the paina nd the bullshit and the betrayl sucks. It's true that life goes on, but no one says it gets any better. I just hope some day i can actually find some peace of mind.
its mardi gras in the south. I watch people have a good time and miss my friends. I miss my life in NH. I miss being a scumbag and doin what i wanted. I miss goin to real shows and not this emo bullshit they play here. I miss everything about how i used to live. I'm outta smokes and i think im gonna get drunk again today. I guess im just pretty stressed out lately. I also feel kinda like a whiney bitch. But there's just this thing in my gut that wont go away. gah fuck it im gettin drunk.
All in about 15 minutes i explained the 3 most hurtful expiriences of my 21 years. Though i've hardend to em remembering the paina nd the bullshit and the betrayl sucks. It's true that life goes on, but no one says it gets any better. I just hope some day i can actually find some peace of mind.
its mardi gras in the south. I watch people have a good time and miss my friends. I miss my life in NH. I miss being a scumbag and doin what i wanted. I miss goin to real shows and not this emo bullshit they play here. I miss everything about how i used to live. I'm outta smokes and i think im gonna get drunk again today. I guess im just pretty stressed out lately. I also feel kinda like a whiney bitch. But there's just this thing in my gut that wont go away. gah fuck it im gettin drunk.