Journal 32
Rethoughts.
K well, no one really wants to hear about my life I don't think. Basically in highschool i was a fool until I found myself. I had my heart broken a bunch of times. i was, and am, always second best. I took up drinking. A lot. I learned to love booze, stay awake till i was hungover then sleep it off, smoked weed and realized i hated it.
I was political, almost ogt my ass kicked for it. Then ditched it for a more cynical point of view when i realized no one gave a fuck. I went to shows. But mostly i was too poor to afford shit. more drinking more failures more heartbreak, this is my life.
Good day.
Rethoughts.
K well, no one really wants to hear about my life I don't think. Basically in highschool i was a fool until I found myself. I had my heart broken a bunch of times. i was, and am, always second best. I took up drinking. A lot. I learned to love booze, stay awake till i was hungover then sleep it off, smoked weed and realized i hated it.
I was political, almost ogt my ass kicked for it. Then ditched it for a more cynical point of view when i realized no one gave a fuck. I went to shows. But mostly i was too poor to afford shit. more drinking more failures more heartbreak, this is my life.
Good day.
you can lick my brain anyday.
my life in a nutshell?
sheesh. i think i'm too long-winded and self-obsessed to attempt that. especially these days.
a few fun substance-abuse-related factoids, though:
i started drinking at 13. but i was pretty much straight-edge in highschool.
yup. quit smoking, drinking, the whole nine yards. still ate meat and drank coffee, 'cause man- fuck a bunch of that shit.
weed makes me (more) schitzophrenic. some peaople say, yeah, it'll make you paranoid. no, it makes me hallucinate. not the fun kind of hallucinations. no-sir-ee. the kind where you think you're dead.