I went to ron's party, Drunk to hell. Met with some skinheads and punks. Punk girls were pretty. Might have hit on them if not so drunk. Too bad,. Had a great time. Drunk now. Regret in morning i think., Good times though, Been a wile since i been like this. Thanks ron.
Ok so things went great for a few days. We talked a lot. We got close and all that shit. Great I think I'm actually getting somewhere. We both agree to just wait and see what happens.
Now a wrench in the spokes. She comes out and tells me yesterday, "I don't think we would work at all. We are so different."
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Now a wrench in the spokes. She comes out and tells me yesterday, "I don't think we would work at all. We are so different."
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soma__:
Hrm. Well I've actually said the exact same thing but it WAS after dating the guy for almost TWO years so its not like I didn't give him a chance. Hopefully if she just doesn't like you, she's got the balls to be a little more honest than that but it could be that she really thinks you're incompatible. However, I don't think supposed incompatibility necessarily has to be a deterrent bc they say opposites attract right? My last boyfriend was a rapper and a break-dancer and my boyfriend before that was a very preppy engineering student. So if you really like her, I don't think the "incompatibility" thing should get in the way.
Talk to her more and ask her about how she feels you are in incompatible. If she really is convinced about that- I think just spend more time with her and talk and the incompatibility thing will prove itself. If you really suspect she was just saying that to cover up how she really feels then you really just need to confront (but in a nice, gentle, non-confrontational way) her and ask her about it. Be like "listen, I like you, I think we could be good together and I'm not going to screw you over and I just want you to be honest about what you really want."
If it turns out she doesn't like you then ehhh, you don't need her- have her as a friend. Sounds more like she's just being cautious though. Either way, ya need to talk to her. Best of luck to you and I hope everything works out.
Talk to her more and ask her about how she feels you are in incompatible. If she really is convinced about that- I think just spend more time with her and talk and the incompatibility thing will prove itself. If you really suspect she was just saying that to cover up how she really feels then you really just need to confront (but in a nice, gentle, non-confrontational way) her and ask her about it. Be like "listen, I like you, I think we could be good together and I'm not going to screw you over and I just want you to be honest about what you really want."
If it turns out she doesn't like you then ehhh, you don't need her- have her as a friend. Sounds more like she's just being cautious though. Either way, ya need to talk to her. Best of luck to you and I hope everything works out.
Well I talked to her for like almost 4 hours last night. Was fun. I feel kinda wierd bout talkin on the phone that much but whatever.
She makes me talk about things that i didn't wanna talk about. She is sly like a fox. Not that i don't wanna tell her, but i figure everyone should keep some skeletons, but at this rate i...
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She makes me talk about things that i didn't wanna talk about. She is sly like a fox. Not that i don't wanna tell her, but i figure everyone should keep some skeletons, but at this rate i...
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planbron:
it's at my pad in gulfport on saturday. there is no set time just sometime in the late after noon.
planbron:
pm me on yahoo, i am meanmugginbastard and send your number and i'll hit you up
I swear to god that i'm bi polar. Yesterday I didn't care if i passed out in a ditch, today I feel good. Some crazy high ya know? I'm listening to reggae and ska and wanna dance around my room. I've also decided that starting sunday I'm going on a diet. I was on one before and I swore to go back on but I...
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What a night. Started drinkin at 3:17PM. 750ml bottle of cisco. took me less than an hour to drink. So after that I went to the store and bought a 12 pack of pabst and a 24 oz can to drink on the walk home. I'm walkin along and I puke. I was like well shit that isn' cool. So i wash the flavor out...
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stupidslut:
im glad my ramblings made some sense. let me know how it works out. Drinkings not bad but when you can't remember why your pants are down, perhaps you should be more conservative w/ your alcohol consumption next time! 
So I talked to said girl.
We decided to just let things fly. You know no commitment to each other or anyone really. If it comes down to being together than so be it. But i know shes gonna be with other people and it kills me, but I gotta try not to let it show.
So far I haven't suceeded in that.
We decided to just let things fly. You know no commitment to each other or anyone really. If it comes down to being together than so be it. But i know shes gonna be with other people and it kills me, but I gotta try not to let it show.
So far I haven't suceeded in that.
stupidslut:
If it kills you, don't just deal with it and hold it in. You know you don't deserve that. Let her know that you're only intrested in seeing her and that if she wants you, then she can't have anyone else. try to tell her what the thought of sharing her with other guys makes you feel or something -just make sure you come off as sweet and intrested in only her as opposed to controlling and insecure. does that make sense?
holding stuff in is NEVER good, cuz it does come out eventually. Im sure she's worth a little bit of torture, but i think the best thing for you to do is tell her how much you like her and how rad being together would be and then leave the ball in her court. And if she wants to keep her options open, keep yours open too.
giving advice is so easy, its taking it that's the rough part. Just whatever you do, don't let her or anyone walk all over you like that. You seem like a nice and honest gentleman way above that stuff anyway.
holding stuff in is NEVER good, cuz it does come out eventually. Im sure she's worth a little bit of torture, but i think the best thing for you to do is tell her how much you like her and how rad being together would be and then leave the ball in her court. And if she wants to keep her options open, keep yours open too.
giving advice is so easy, its taking it that's the rough part. Just whatever you do, don't let her or anyone walk all over you like that. You seem like a nice and honest gentleman way above that stuff anyway.
I've been reading the Tawny Man series by Robin Hobb. One thing that sticks out in my mind is that life is a circle. In the epilogue it says, basicaly, that our life is a circle. Thus is mine.
I've been in this situation time and time before. There is a girl. This girl is taken. She doesn't have many friends and her guy is...
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I've been in this situation time and time before. There is a girl. This girl is taken. She doesn't have many friends and her guy is...
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deckwreck:
Man, I hate that shit. Happens to me all the time. This is why girls are, without exception, retarded.
stupidslut:
Girls *are* totally retarded and i am a prime example. I have been in love two times both were terribly unhealthy horrible drug out nightmare relationships.
One, which im kinda in right now but im not sure cuz he breaks up with me all the time. he's from cali, im from tx, sometimes i live out there for him, sometimes he lives out here for me. And it's back and forth. when he's fed up with me he simply rides the rails to god knows where like the crusty badass he is, returns months later when he feels like it and i drop everything to take 1000 backwards steps into his arms and together we walk hand in hand down the never ending unhappy trail leading absolutely nowhere. He's cheated on me, hit me, spat on me, called me every name in the book, had me arrested, stolen money from me, dispersed nude photos of me at my work, and professed coutless times what a horrible person i am and how much i treat him like shit.
maybe its a self esteem problem, maybe im an idiot, maybe society and a sad childhood are to blame, maybe we are in love and just need help working things out, who knows. but ive turned down lots of nice guys like you, and all the shit that happened to me, i have chosen. And i still don't know why. But for whatever it's worth, on behalf of confused bitches like me everywhere who are terminally prone to mr wrong, I apologize.
One, which im kinda in right now but im not sure cuz he breaks up with me all the time. he's from cali, im from tx, sometimes i live out there for him, sometimes he lives out here for me. And it's back and forth. when he's fed up with me he simply rides the rails to god knows where like the crusty badass he is, returns months later when he feels like it and i drop everything to take 1000 backwards steps into his arms and together we walk hand in hand down the never ending unhappy trail leading absolutely nowhere. He's cheated on me, hit me, spat on me, called me every name in the book, had me arrested, stolen money from me, dispersed nude photos of me at my work, and professed coutless times what a horrible person i am and how much i treat him like shit.
maybe its a self esteem problem, maybe im an idiot, maybe society and a sad childhood are to blame, maybe we are in love and just need help working things out, who knows. but ive turned down lots of nice guys like you, and all the shit that happened to me, i have chosen. And i still don't know why. But for whatever it's worth, on behalf of confused bitches like me everywhere who are terminally prone to mr wrong, I apologize.
I'm gonna drink tonight. Just a few. Just enough to get a good feeling. I went to a bar for a show at 7. Well the show is at 9. I have to work at 8am. That leaves little time at the show. I'd have gone but I'd need a ride as my car is broke. It's been about a year since I've done something...
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deckwreck:
My first concert was, sadly, Korn when I was 14. My first show show was probably Catch 22, but I'm not positive on that because I'd been going to bigger concerts for a few years before that.
stupidslut:
Heck yeah he puts on a show! Lights, Movie screens, props, costumes, everything. He even plays the piano with his butt. He's not a living legend for nothing!
so i gotta admit im drunk
tomrrow i gotta stay sober. i work on sat. sat night i might go to a show. drink there its a bar. sunday morning will suck but its a show and how can i refuse.
At this moment i think i have a deeper understanding of wants and desires.. someday i might fufill mine
Girlonfoot made me smile tonight...
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tomrrow i gotta stay sober. i work on sat. sat night i might go to a show. drink there its a bar. sunday morning will suck but its a show and how can i refuse.
At this moment i think i have a deeper understanding of wants and desires.. someday i might fufill mine
Girlonfoot made me smile tonight...
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planbron:
where's a good show?
cant wait till wednesday night. Drinkin night for me.
stupidslut:
RRRRRRRRRrrrrrrarrr! 
Anarchy for everyone.
I've made some mention of anarchy on some posts and shit, but I've written very little about it here I think.
The biggest problem with anarchists today is their following of outdated ideals. Most of the old anarchist rhetoric came out in a day much different than ours. Theirs was much more industrial, ours is more technological. This creates a problem. No...
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I've made some mention of anarchy on some posts and shit, but I've written very little about it here I think.
The biggest problem with anarchists today is their following of outdated ideals. Most of the old anarchist rhetoric came out in a day much different than ours. Theirs was much more industrial, ours is more technological. This creates a problem. No...
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Lately I've been pondering giving up on work and all that bullshit and just setting out to live for free. Sleep where i drop, steal what i can, starve or fight to live.
Seriously though people underestimate shoplifting as a way of survival. When I talk to people about it they always ask "Well how are you going to eat?" If I get off my...
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Seriously though people underestimate shoplifting as a way of survival. When I talk to people about it they always ask "Well how are you going to eat?" If I get off my...
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jena:
thank you for that grandparental compliment. i don't know if they're so punk rock but Pop plays the accordian, at least when he's not talking about dying.
[Edited on May 08, 2004 10:03PM]