daem

they say living well is the best revenge... never knew what it meant. i always thought torture or public humiliation or something along that lines was the best revenge. meh.
xoxo, -Hyena.

my friend mel moved back to be with her parents when her twin sister jules died. you might remember this from my journal... but before that, she was in denton, TX. i never got to visit her there because i never had enough money to go home to KY and to texas, too. so i feel your pain... the weird part is i later met one of my very closest friends in new orleans, who went to undergraduate school in denton. her and mel hung out at alot of the same places. i always wonder if they knew each other, or saw each other... in a strange twist of fate, i am thinking very seriously about going to grad school in denton. small world, eh?

i just might try that aresol trick on the next one. I'll use caution though because the last time i got "trigger happy" on a bug, i ended up slipping in the bug spray i drenched it in and fucking up three toes. And as i was huddled on the floor in crap loads of pain, as well as crap loads of bug spray, i couldn't help but feel somewhat humbled as justice was just served to roaches everywhere!

how is someone gonna fire a 70 year old? why couldn't he retire? i guess he didn't work there long enough or something... thats lame though. and sometimes people fire experienced workers for crap reasons just so they can hire inexperienced workers and pay them less. money sucks. let's burn all of it and move under a bridge.

i slept all day yesterday instead of working on my paper that's due monday, because i thought i had to work last night. when i showed up at 1 am, the bartender that opened sent me home because he wanted to work by himself so he could make more money...
i wish i didn't have to work. i wish no one had to work.
"I wish that i had sailed the darkend seas/on a great big clipper ship/going from this land here to that/in a sailor's suit and cap/far away from the big city/where a man cannot be free/of all the evil of this town/and of himself and those around..."
I wish i didn't go off on tangents expressed only by lou reed lyrics...

it's a bar.

i dunno if you tried to come by friday; i thought i was opening up, but the other bartender wanted to do it, since she's moving to brazil on tuesday. (lucky... i wanna go to brazil!) if so, if not, either way, sorry for the mix-up. hopefully we can catch up sometime in the future, eh?

xoxo, -Hyena.

yer OK though

Welcome to the BCB group. Sorry it took so long. I was busy moving.

quit being such a sap! theres someone hotter, smarter, richer, nicer, funnier, healthier, and faster than EVERYONE. fuck, some people don't even have the privlege of knowing who's "cuter" or "nicer" than they are cuz they're blind, mentally challeged, in jail, or in a coma. quit being such a vagina already!

That totally sucks. i've been burned many times myself but i still find it hard to not trust people. it's probably stupidity on my part... i like to give people the benefit of the doubt. I never completely dismiss the possibility of crap happening, but i dont let myself to neccessarily expect it either. but maybe i should... i dont know. im probably the last person to give relationship advice.

and thanks -subway IS yummy and for now im willing to overlook getting paid in peanuts for as long as im still enjoying the free meals.

GRRRRRRRRaaaaaaaaarawrrrrrrrrrrr