So I got my septum pierced again today. The guy who did it seemed disgusted with how it was done before.
It's sore. But not horrible like the fisrt time. It is a strange feeling when you can feel the needle pass through your flesh. It was a short intese feeling, like that first burst of a really good orgasm. it leaves you stunned and... Read More
i fell in love with someone new, now the mean guy and i are just pals. beards don't do it for me either..... and u know, at least i know, you can't really ever find anyone if you're actually looking for them. every time i fall in love its totally on accident!
I had something in mind yesterday, but like everything else i put it off and now i forgot.
I just woke up and i'm sleepy. Waking up knowing that I have to go to work for 8 hours is the shittiest feeling. I seriously miss highschool.. But don't tell them that..
Today is friday for me though. And on real... Read More
i try to save at least $300 a month. i figure if i'm not doing anything productive/fun/etc. with my life right now, i might as well squirrel it away until i am... besides, my gambling luck is notoriously bad, and i work at a bar, so it cuts down on the cost of booze. most of my dough goes to cigarettes and food, and rent, i'd wager.
The hurricane's a commin. Me and my family are staying home through it. Let's hope our roof doesn't fly off. Seriously this is the first hurricane i've been through and i'm scared shitless.
glad to hear you're o.k. ... i saw some pretty heavy winds on t.v. around your way. naw, we barely got any rain, even. ivan was a bust for us- didn't even lose power! lucky, though- if it would have hit us head-on, they were saying it would've been worse than betsy.
a hurrican party is basically just going over to whoever has the biggest/safest house, bringing provisions and LOTS of booze, hunkering down and drunkenly riding out the storm. we were actually grilling outside all night- that's how bad it was here.
again, glad to hear you and yours are o.k. ... i was worried!
So I made my month. That's right i was dry fora month, and i've cut back a bit on drinking. yay me.
You know i was thinking today about my life. It disgusts me all the shit i went through, but in a way i have to be greatful for it all because it made me what i am and who i am today. It's... Read More
week 3 of being sober. Next wednesday night it's done. It's starting to get to me somewhat. I stop and kinda wish i had that fucked up feeling of the room spinning to set me on my way. Idleness is the worst. That's half the reason i drink, to calm my head and numb me to thinkiing etc. But there is no soothing now. I... Read More
Well, i quit drinking for a month. Yea its kinda wierd. Wednedsay night in about 30 minutes i drank half a litre of rum on an empty stomach. This was nothing too new for me, mind you. At 5am i crawl my ass outta bed, feeling like death left out in the sun to rot, and strated puking on my floor. i crawl back into... Read More
psh. weather is made by magical beings who live in the clouds. everyone knows that... now off to sacrafice a virgin to keep this nice, cool weather comin'...
Yesterday i learned a valuable lesson: Never judge a gambler because he can barely throw the dice down the craps table.
I was sitting at the table for about an hour, breaking even mostly. Then this old guy walks up. The dice gets passed to him and he throws.. the point is set etc etc. Well at first i thought he was gonna lose because... Read More
i actually went to the casino the other morning after work. it was about 5 am. i spent five bucks in nickel slots, lost my ass, then sat at the bar while my boyfriend played hold 'em. i had to drag him out. he's quite the gamblin' fool...
my days off are mon-thurs. my work nights are friday, 1 am-close, saturday, 9pm- close, and sunday, 9pm- close. just tell me when you wanna come! i'll be out of town aug. 20-29th, and can't do shit on aug. 11 b/c it's my boy's birthday and he's phsychotic about it. other than that, i'm down!
Last night's dream while parts are still fresh in my head.
There was a girl named Azure who i was very very attracted to some time ago.
Anyways Azure was at my house. We talked about some things, but I don't remember what. I was sharing a room with my cousin. I went in for bed and he was watching TV, i somehow got out... Read More
arg. Time to get ready for another day at work. Sometimes i just wanna sit in bed all day and stare at the ceiling. I think id be much more productive that way. Myabe something funny will happen today and ill have something to write about.
Drunk again. Nothing new. Work today sucked. Long day lots of stuff. Feet hurt. Tomorrow another longer day with lots of stupid bullshit. Monday ill be good. hopefylly xfering out soon. I have no more beer for breakfast/. this makes mes aid.
but just remember, they can take away your compact disks, but they can never -EVER take away your super stud sex appeal