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super america is gay as fuck, one earing per ear, i break that, no visible tattoes, broke that, and i'd have to shave my mohawk off?!?! fuckin a!!!! i might as well get addicted to heroine and kill myself, at least then i'd have a better reason then just being stupid as hell, to have managing to fuck myself over this much. kill me now
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so my life suck, but it's not like i'm upset about it or anything crazy like that, i'm soon to be carless, and ondce that happens, i will be jobless, unless one of these 3 fucking gas stations that i have been talking to actually call me back and decide that my my fucking great work. heather's gettin h ged and shit goin, so thats...
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abyssia:
wish i could take your worries away. i will wish you a Joyous Yule! don't know if you do that - but the solstice is always a nice reminder that the sun will be back eventually - actually that makes me a little sad.... hum.

oh, the poem is about sex - but as a metaphor for spiritual experience. basically, it's about fucking god.
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so i was drunk when i wrote that stuff, and did that stuff, much like how i am drunk right now, harty fuck it. typing drunk sucks.
seapuppy:
well that makes it all make perfect sense now. On a different topic, I've really gotten into David Gemmel's writing. Like so many other things in my life, it's thanks to brotherly influence. I'm not trying to sound liek I'm complaining though; 'cause I'm not, I'm just saying....why am I just saying? I don't really know. I think I need to ease up on something...but what.....?
seapuppy:
I got that question from "The Guy Game", um, game. I have everything unlocked, so I probably won't play it that much anymore. I'm going to try to sell it to somebody for about $40-$50. If I can, I'm also going to sell the saved file for another $5-$10. When I'm finished with "Midnight Falcon", I'll want to finish the book I started reading at that tire place by Ken's.
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RETARDED ENOUGH TO NOT BE ABLE TO MAKE IT PAST ALBERT LEA.

oh well,

heather to come back to mn as soon as possible, bwahaha-fuckin-harty-fuckin-har-ha
seapuppy:
oink (the pig looked pretty confused, so I went with the pig, as you can see) I understand the CAPITALIZED words, but the rest just blows over my head........
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i admit i am retarded, i'm running away, i'm goin to kansas.
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losing my truck, it's gonna happen, now i just gotta find the cheapest way to go into debt...does that make sense at all. i was $20 short of my last truck payment so i just went ahead and paid off my cell phone bill. i felt pretty naked without that, and i have a whopping........five friends. i need to go find some rich kids so...
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so i haven't quit smokin, but i'm down from a pack and a half to half a pack, thats pretty fuckin good in my book.

likely to get a job at oasis, have to make the best of it.

heather is back in kansas, shitty, but she's comin back in march sometime, maybe sooner.

all in all things aren't too bad right now, ricky and...
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abyssia:
i'm sorry if my comment was unsatisfactory. i could congratulate you on the reduction in smoking or sing songs of woe about Heather being so far away... usually i just write what i think. that was the case here.
abyssia:
(grin) - the big and cheezy kind!
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my new tires are the shit, tires off an f-150, on a ranger, and they barely fit on my truck, they're awesome as hell.

me and heather had a long talk last night, and shit is all worked out and good, and then we made sweet sweet lovin down by (my imaginary) the fire. and she's goin back to kansas for the winter. urgh. oh...
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billybillybilly:
your talk of tires is making me jealous. mine are bald and i've gotta run all over town the next three days or so before i'll even be able to get NEAR new ones.

fuck...
seapuppy:
that'th thuper.
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no luck gettin a second job yet, no luck with my girlfriend yet. i'm gonna quit smoking "again". i get the new tires for my truck tomorrow, for $80, brand new mother fuckers, my uncle is sellin me. nothin else really. i have to go to bed early tonight so that i can bring tyler to work in the morning, that ungrateful bastard.
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whats not to be happy about? nothing, shits great. so i'm in debt, i'll get out of it eventually no sense worring about it. so what if my "girlfriend" never wants to hang out, let alone talk to me anymore, i've done nothing bt be good to her. far as that goes i consider myself single, and when she decides to call me in a...
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cipher:
Sorry about the 'girlfriend,' man. I suspect that hurts more than you're letting on. It's always so much harder when you've been good to 'em, and they stick you in the back anyway. But you've got the right attitude about it, anyway. Glad to hear things are goin' alright.

Now, are you ever going to be be free enough to make an event?
cipher:
Bah! Quit being so down on yourself, fucker. Don't make me come over there!

Well, so the goal of drinking together remains in the vague, distant future. But we will make it happen. Boozers unite!